Third Day

@ the Americana/Glendale. Expect a fourth day tomorrow w/ JZL. Hahahaha, fuck man. I have no life. ):. Since today's weather condition was crappy, let's hope for sunshine tomorrow! Hung out with Megan, Kelly, & Sammy today. We went to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks: The Squeakquel. Cute & funny movie to watch. Guaranteed. Although, it was an incredibly short film. I missed Megan though. I haven't seen/talked to her in a very much long while. 

Pigged out, then went looking around for random things. Had to leave early, but it's all good. More time tomorrow. (: I had fun today. 

Him: Let's play rock, paper, or scissors at 10:30 [PM] then.
Me: LMAO what?! Fine.

10:30 PM...

Him: Scissors.

Me: Water balloon! 

Him: You're slow! 
Me:  I said water balloon. Water balloon beats all. :)  

Him: There is no water balloon. 

Me: DAMN! I was gonna say wind next. Hahaha.

Him: Lol there is no wind. 
Me: There's wind in my world. 

Him: Ok at 10:41

10:41 PM...

Him: Rock

Me: Hahaha fine. SCISSORS. SNIP SNIP.

Me: NO NO NO NO NO! DAMN DAMN DAMN!

Him: Haha I win!!! Go first!

Me: Damn it! :(!

Him: Lmao hahaha :P

- No water balloon nor wind my ass! ):

Seriously!

http://theoatmeal.com/comics/misspelling

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Dinner w/ Brittany Lin - Emily Ung = Date w/ Mi Bebe`
Last night, we took a major risk to metro it down to SA to have dinner @ CPK. Too bad Emily could not make it, because she was in SF. D: It's okay, honey! There's always a next dinner date! <3 Just like old times! Since it was a damn Sunday, Brittany & I did not know whether the 79 would be running all night. I got off from the IP meeting & went to buy gifts for Emily & Brittany. I could not go to the mall earlier in time to shop for them, so I shopped around Lincoln Heights and got them some cute stuff. :D After I met up w/ babyboo, we walked down to LP to take the metro. Still, we were unsure whether or not the metro would be running @ a 24 hour service. The bus came & we asked the driver if it did run a 24 hour service. She ended up not knowing. GG That's so ironic. We called 1-800-COMMUTE, but their information desk closed at like 4:30 PM. So basically, we were screwed. Luckily, we called Judy & she checked online for us. Thanks a bunch, if you're reading!

By the time we arrived at SA, we realized that the shops were closing pretty soon. I had to walk into Gilly Hicks to check if they had my size so I can purchase them in the future. TEMPTATIONS OVERCAME. I promised myself that I can never do it with out JZL. Oh, I love her dearly. (: I turned to my left, & there they were. A whole round table filled w/ cabinets & boxes of bras in my size on clearance for $14.90. Mother said she'll help me purchase as many as I want. I'm so thrilled to order them tonight! I hate how every store is having all these sales after I purchased & used all of my money on gifts for family + friends. This is complete torture! Since work is over for me, I'll have to wait after the new year to continue working. Anyways, I walked out & decided to go to CPK & reserve a table for Brit & I. I had no idea that it was packed during the night. I mean yeah, it's pretty common sense that shoppers would stop to grab something to eat, but holy shizzzzz, it was packed! I waited for 20 minutes, then Brit came over & we sat, talked, & ate. I ordered the "Garlic Cream Fettuccine w/ chicken + sauteed mushrooms" & Brit ordered the "Hawaiian BBQ Chicken" pizza. This reminded me of the time MM went w/ my friends & I to CPK @ Glendale. I swear the guys made it so awkward. Hahaha, it's all good. The food was delicious! Waitress was nice & polite. We gave her $4 tip. SHUT UP! I know, we're cheap. Hahaha. Our bill come out to be about $40. Pretty good for a great meal. Dinner again, girlfraaaaaaans?

Since Brit & I both got each other something for Christmas, we decided to open it up while we were eating our meals. She gave me a lot of things, compared to me. ): I only got her a jacket from XXI from Top Top. She bought me the Clean&Clear Deep Cream Cleansing Wash that I ran out of! God, she knows me so well. :D +

except the tank is in navy blue <3

After dinner, we went to Nubis to get some frozen yogurt. You should go! 50% off any their yogurt until Jan. something. It is so worth it! We went back to the food court to vent about our privileges & our life @ home. I realized that I spoil my sister too much & in return, I don't get the respect that I want. Even if I try to diss her or even maybe ignore her, I can't. I've been taught to be so obedient that in my nature, I can never possibly change myself nor punish her w/o feeling awfully guilty. I've also come to realize that I've almost wasted my perfectly good teenage years by staying @ home doing chores rather than going outside enjoying & having fun. I should do that more often. Set some goals for the upcoming year & most definitely enjoy my life as a senior. Looking forward for the New Years.

The whole chatting was done, so we decided to go home. FOL. FOL. FOL. The damn metro bus did not come until 11:16 PM. I was like "OMG, FUCK THIS BUS!" The 79A came from the opposite end & totally taunted us. I guess karma's a bitch. That's our karma. LMAO. Shit. Then, fucking, I had to pee really bad and there was a Starbucks cup right next to me & Brit was like "Oh hey, so piss in that." Hahahahaha, fuck that shit! The gas station was behind us, and the restroom was like right there! I swear there was light coming out of the room. It was calling for us! I really had to go pee. >< Then some guy asked us if it was the last bus for the metro. He turned out to be a creeper. Apparently, he was waiting for a client to take him to the metro rail. He didn't even get off the metro. Wtf? He came walking & he asked us if we wanted a ride in his taxi van. I mean shit, we were in desperate need for a ride, but who the fuck do you think we are? We are not about to hop on that van & expect us to get a ride home for free. Bitch ass, we know your dirty ass trick & mama didn't raise no fool, so perve go find other hoes around the corner. About 5 min. later, he came back and started staring @ us for a while. What the fuck are you looking @ bitch? 11:11 came & LMAO Brit & I wished for the 79 to come, & it finally did. Woot! Then it dropped us off near Costco. ROFL fail. We had to take the 78 back to Lincoln Heights. When we got off, we walked back to my house + Brit got a ride home. Some adventurous night! 

Bestfriend: Where r u? 
Me: Why? I'm @ SA. Lol sup? :)

Bestfriend: Haha ok jw cause ur not on aim or nything so i was like did u get lost 
Me: HAHAHAHA Nah. :)

                                        - Hahaha, awwww <3

MM Time!

Him: ?em ot gniklat sediseb ginod uoy era tahW

Me: ?derob taht uoy erA ?uoy tuoba tahW .shurb ym fo tuo riah gnillup ma I

Him: .vt gnihctaw tsuj on, hguone gnol uoy koot ahah loL

Me:  ?dneirf ruoy gniynapmocca eb uoy t'ndluohS. gniht dapyek a tuohtiw siht ekil epyt ot si ti drah woh wonk t'nod uoY !revetahw hO

Him: .vt gnihctaw er'ew on dna did it wonk I ahahahahahah oamL
Me: OMG NO. I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE. I'm gonna like hurt this phone. Haha! You bored him, that's why. [ sleepover @ his friend's house]
Him: Let's stop typing like that.
Fucking took forever to even type it all up. LMAO. ):

Talking, talking, & some more talking until 3AM struck.

Him: Wait I'll go to sleep at 3 lol

Me: OMG. WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?! I CAN'T SLEEP AT 3. :(!

Him: Lol hahahahahahaha just sleep. Don't worry about w/e people say about 3. Lol it's DUMB!

Me: OMG. NO, I CAN'T DO IT. OMG! OMG! OMG! D:

Him: Hahahaha ok then sleep at 3:01 or whenever like 3:30

Me: NO. NO. NO. ALL THE SHIT HAPPENS AROUND THAT TIME. OH HELL NO, I'M GONNA BE TOO TIRED TO EVEN BOTHER WHOOPING SOME ASS RIGHT NOW.

Him: Hahahahaha no it doesn't!!!!!!!!!! Just sleep!

Me: NO, I CAN'T MICHAEL! GOD. If anything, yeah, I'd whoop some ass, but shit, I'm tired! :(

Him: If I don't reply, I'm sorry ok lol because I'm getting kinda sleepy lol

Me: MAN, why could not I have just shut the hell up, left you alone to sleep, and slept peacefully before 3. :(

Him: Haha. I'm really sorry but just go to sleep nothing's going to happen I promise :] if something bad happens to you, you can kick me in the balls next time I see you

Me: Oh my god... Oh my god.. I am so sorry for like keeping you awake. I really am, but fudge! I CAN'T DO THIS ALONE AGAIN. THERE MIGHT NOT EVEN BE A NEXT TIME! WHAT IF I'M DONE?! D:

Him: Lol noooooooooooooooooooooooooo you are notttttt going to disappear!

Me: MICHAEL! I'M SERIOUS! :(

Him: NOTHING'S GOING TO HAPPEN. JUST TRUST ME

Me: LMAO. D: D: D: D: you know what? Just go to sleep, I'll figure something out. Sorry for keeping you up. Good night.

Him: ......... no I'm not sleeping until I know that you'll sleep.

Me: Don't say that. I'll be fine, like you said. Just go to sleep. Good night. :)

Him: What are you going to be doing then?

Me: Idk, I'll just listen to my Ipod and try to fall asleep I guess.

Him: Lol ok then. Go to sleep though :]

Ipod did not work @ all! I ended up singing along with the music & did not get any sleep until 4:30 AM when my Ipod ran out of battery. Hahaha. I SURVIVED! Thanks for staying up w/ me even though you knew this was going to happen. x___________-. Fuck you Janice for reminding me about this time. I still love you though. (:

An extremely long, descriptive blog for those who enjoy reading blogs like I do. (:

A Night @ LPk

MM came over today! We were suppose to play tennis, but he "forgot" the rackets. ): I was all ready and geared up to play some tennis. Instead, we took a walk and played around the park. He had no ride over here @ Lincoln Heights today, so he took the metro. Go Metro! Woot. Jackie wants a picture, but no pictures yet. Haha. You would not believe how many degrees it dropped when we were @ the park! We were both wearing shorts too! Luckily, I brought the blanket, which I got from "White Elephant". Didn't do much, but it was still fun!

Man, I wish we had the whole day together! Fucccckkkk. LOL. Anyways, have a nice night @ your little sleepover tonight. Hope to see you soon!

Fail

I still love you (:

k: dude idk whre i puted vera's
k: -_-'' gg haha
i3: Hahaha
i3: puted
i3: ?
k: putted*
i3: that's not a word, sweetie
i3: HAHAHA
k: LOL NO WONDER
k: IT NEVER MADE SENSE
k: WHEN I SAY IT
k: GG
k: HAHAHA
i3: HAHAHAHAHA
i3: I WAS LIKE THE HELL ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY?
i3: HAHAHA
i3: OMG OMG I AM GONNA BLOG THIS
k: jahahaha
i3: LMFAO

So I was...

checking my log viewer, because it's an early Christmas morning & I had nothing better to do. I came across your sn & I skimmed through our conversations that we've had for about 2-3 years. It saddens me to know that we can't have ridiculous conversations like that anymore. Even though we've been through rough patches, it's nice to know when we're ever going to say "Hi" again.

r: AM or PM?
r: JK relax
r: DAMM
r: stop yelling
r signed off at 9:49:39 PM.

- LOL! I didn't even say anything, kid.

si3: one more thing, don't act like a total stranger please? i like it when we talk like this (: shows the real side of you
r: k

- Complete opposite, but oh wells, have a happy life. (:

Merry Christmas! :D 

Hollister Co.

I fucking love you Hollister! I was asked to work there today @ the mall. Boy, was I excited! It's my dream to work there. Shut up, I know! But hey, I wear Hollister everyday. So you can tell that I <3 it. Recap:

*Walking out of the store looking like an idiot trying to get a hold of my bags. Sees an employee that works there & smiled. Literally showed off that I purchased something, so he'll know I bought something. Continues to walk out.*

* Felt a tap on my shoulder. I thought it was Bestfriend & Janice who thought I was finally done with my shopping. I turn & it was the same employee.* 

Employee: Hey, can I ask you something?
Me: Uh, sure. [smiles] Assuming that he thought I stole something from there. O.O < Literally had that face.
Employee: Have you ever considered working @ Hollister?
Me: OMG. Forreal?! Of course! 
Employee. Great! How old are you?
Me: 16...
Employee: Aww damn. Yeah, it starts from ages 17 and older.
Me: Awwwwwwwwww! Damn.
Employee: When do you turn 17?
Me: Next year! ):
Employee: When you turn 17, please come back & apply.
Me: Of course! :D 

Woot, woot, woot! Can't wait to apply for that job! Next year, baby! Next year! It'll be in my New Year's Goal List. Tehehehe.

Anyways, I hung out with Bestfriend & Janice today! I bought them Christmas gifts. Well only Bestfriend, because she was an exception. As for Janice, it was a really belated birthday gift. We walked into XXI. I knew they both would want something from there. I got them both good! Let's start off with Janice. I really did not know what to get her & then Bestfriend was like
 "She's looking for a cardigan."
& I was like "Oh, okay."
So then I asked the employee that worked there to see if she could help me find some cardigans, since there was a butt load of clothes & I felt lazy to even search for clothes. So then we [Bestfriend & I] grabbed about 4 or 5 cardigans & went down to let Janice try it on. Turns out she found one on her own & it was the last one. We stole it from her & said that some chick grabbed it and left. She was bummed. LMAO! But I went to purchase it & then surprised her when she was looking for other ones. I think that set her mood.

We got our money's worth. We showed them what's up.

I didn't know what to get Bestfriend. So I came across 3 sweaters. I told her that I was buying it for my other friend & I asked her which one does she like best. She said the solid navy one. I got that + a v-neck for her. Oh + bought a gift bag. It looked really nice. Went to the Americana to go wrap it up and surprise her. I had to go to the restroom many times. She thought I had a bladder problem! LMAO. Then I came out of the restroom & surprised her with the bag of clothes. She was flabbergasted. 

In front of Santa's house

Woot! I can't explain the whole day. It's just a day where you have to be there in order to experience the fun we had. Every hour, every minute, every second was worth it. I was glad that I hung out with them today. Although, I didn't get to hang out with MM. ): I was suppose to leave @ 8 PM tonight, but Janice's mother came & we went to Best Buy. I was thinking maybe I should go back & spend some time with him, but I didn't know when I was going to leave & mother wanted her damn pecanbuns. -____- Ruined the moment for me. 

MM: No I didn't I was going to be there by 7 and we could've hung out for about an hour but you decided to leave...
MM: All dressed up for nothing.
MM: I'm not and I got a haircut just for you
MM. Yea. It's all good next time :] I was just trying to make you feel bad but yea.

I hate you! ): I wish I could have hung out with you. I miss you! Hopefully, we'll hang out soon. I said I was going to have a hateful blog about you. Guess not. (: 

I miss your arms around me. 

I miss the feeling that I know you're right by my side.

I miss your stupid face.

I miss running away from you.

I just simply adore you. NOT. LOL jk.

Yuca's Christmas Party

It was pretty fun. We ate, played games, & chat. Throughout the whole dinner session, socializing was pretty dull. Girlfriends & I did not have a clue what to talk about. I was looking forward into dancing my night away. Turns out they didn't include dancing this year. ): Boo! We then played "White Elephant". We had our numbers chosen & I got lucky number 62. I spotted a gift that I wanted to open, but Leega opened it. It was a throw/blanket inside a VS box. To me, I thought it was the best gift out of all of the gifts under the tree. However, Leega did not get to keep the gift for long. Along came Betty who stole the blanket, then a minute later, Karen stole it. Finally, my number was called out. I ran up to claim the prize for which you can only steal thrice. I was officially the owner of the blanket. I was definitely a happy camper.

Oh, JZL came over! I spent the whole day with her. Weeee! First we woke up at freaking 7 AM to go jogging @ that park under Chinatown! She lagged it for about an hour. So I was @ CT freezing my ass off. It's all good. We ran a mile, then sat & talked. Went back to my house to eat some dumplings.Walked around broadway to shop for the "White Elephant" gifts for the party.  It was pretty legit. We got them a barbie doll + a picture frame each! Went back home to wrap gifts & then I did her hair for the event. (: She looked so cute. It was like Homecoming all over again. Fun day. Although, we didn't have shit to do after the party, so we went home. GG

Hoping for more fun tomorrow @ the mall!

Thank You

Thank you for taking your time to walk an hour or so to my house. You certainly did not have to. Thank you for making my Saturday night. I swear we won't get caught by the manager next time. LOL. I'm glad you're home safe now. I'm sorry if I got you into trouble.

"Lol it's not your fault so don't be plus it was worth it :]"

Awww. (:

HAHAHAHAHAH

What Time Is It?

It's not summer time! That's for sure. I can finally say " WINTER BREAK IS HERE!"

Today @ school was pretty much boring. Ditched every class to go into the tennis room. (: Bi, Jackie, Janice, & Jenny came to visit today & a whole mess of other graduates! Man, it was fun with them last year. I'm actually going to miss a lot of people over the 3 weeks. I wish every one a Merry Christmas & a Happy New Year! Might as well say it now, before I forget later on. In the meantime, I hope I can chill with everybody over the break. I'm thrilled to start a new year all over again. 

Over the break, I'm planning to work out, study, NOT procrastinate, shop, & have fun. I hope Canny's winter packet won't kill me. I'm also excited, because that means I have 3 weeks to spend time with you! I am a happy camper! Weeeeeee`! I hope we actually do spend time every day. [Hopefully] If not, every other day, because really, I miss you too much. There's a guy @ school that looks sort of like you, except my friends say that you have a more pissed off look. Hahaha. Every time I look @ him, I think of you. Freaking crazy! Fucking GTFO school already! ):

Dirty Dancing is on TV Guide again!  

Wake Up In the Morning Feeling Like P. Diddy

No, not really.

Freshman's Winter Dance was a total failure. We could not even get anybody on the dance floor. Except these two girls. Haha, they make me laugh. They're so cute when they dance. LOL

"Awww, man this is bull shit. If we have to pay for this shit, I'ma leave"

- Appreciate what's offered to you. At least you get to ditch 4th period, bitch ass. SO STFU.

 Anyways, never doing that shit again. Not worth my time, even though I'm not even in Link Crew, LOL

I saw "Pi". It was a weird & an intense movie. I never knew mathematics can really make you go psycho. Stock markets are unpredictable, so dude, why try. It's okay, you did all you can do. I still find it freakishly thrilling how you made it out alive after you trepanned your head. I like, I like. (:.

Breakfast with Suk tomorrow morning! <3

Tuesdays

Common Planning once again. No effect on me, because I don't have a 4th period, so it's NOTHING to me. While walking home, my friends and I came across a very horny dog trying to have sex with another one. Hahahaha. Woah! What a scene.

Cal. test tomorrow. Study, study, study! 3 more days of school left! (:

VHHS Vs. LHS

Intense Game. When I say intense, I mean intense. Crowds cheering, shouting, screaming for their team. As for me, I'm a don. Congratulations to the Boy's JV/Varsity Basketball Team. You guys played stupendously! You showed the tigers what's up  in the courts. Balled them up.

I was actually pretty shocked to see you @ the game. Seen how you have changed so much. You look nice. I hate the feeling that we can't go back as being friends, because it'll be extremely awkward. I know we are, or at least I think we are, but I know it would never be the same as before. It's all good. As long as you're healthy and living your life, I'm content.

I feel guilty for what I've made you do. I'm so sorry for letting you go through this trouble just for me. I don't even deserve it. It won't come in the mail! It won't. Stop worrying, you'll be fine. At least I hope ! <3 See you soon! (:

Him [6:08 PM] : I miss you and I can't wait until gay ass school is over so I can see you :D

Tehehe. (:

Sense of Relief From Venting

Bestfriend says that my blogs are gradually decreasing its size. Hey, it's not my fault I don't have anything to type about. I'm not being very productive enough to have a fascinating life to vent about. I need new bras. ): Sadly, they're ruined, because I put them in the washer & dryer. Boo! Lincoln Mini Mall's bras are cheap, but weak! Hopefully, mother will take me to VS or Gilly Hicks to purchase new ones. So I was reading my cousin's Tumblr, and she posted this :

Haha, this made my day. I laughed hard when I read the "Warning" caption.

 

Greatly satisfied that my acne is clearing. Thanks to Clean&Clear "Deep Action Cream Cleanser". It's cheap & effective. Guaranteed! Yes, this is a hint that I'm telling you that you should go purchase it and use it if you want a clear face.

School's over in a week for this year of 2009. Extremely excited for Friday though. An hour more of sleep & breakfast with Suk. Thinking about 2009, this year flew by pretty quick. Realized that I've had more fun than ever. I've experienced many adventurous events/activities & still managed to do well in school, wait scratch that. "Attempted". My love life was pretty awesome. Still is. I like it. (: Next up, goals for year 2010. I never actually made any this year, except one. Which is "One Year of Not Drinking Soda". I'm almost done. Just waiting for these few days and I'll feel accomplished! Woot, woot! I have no idea whether I should keep up with this, or if I should stop this nonsense & finally have my hands on a bottle of Cactus Cooler. Oh you yummy, crisped, refreshing, fruity, orange, delighted drink. I will have my hands on you one day & I will not share, I tell you that! Just a minute ago, I thought about Raspberry Iced tea. I think what I'll do is that after my anniversary of "not drinking any soda" has come, I'll continue only drinking water & tea, but occasionally, I'll drink some soda. I haven't gotten my hair cut yet. On December 31st, 2009, it will be one year since I've actually gotten my haircut. Hah. I don't think I'll be getting one anytime soon. I love my hair. Although it's extremely long, I love playing with it every morning.

Anywho...

I've never actually had the time to vent about my feelings towards you, maybe because I really don't give a flying fuck about what you choose to do with your life anymore. I've honestly given you many time & care before summer and last summer to help you through your rough times. It might seem like we don't hang out or talk anymore, that's because I choose not to communicate with you. I've observed you & how you treat your peers. It's despicable. I'm not going to lie, I'm just pretending to care about you & our friendship. It seems that you only talk to me when you want something. How dare you? Do not tell me that you miss me or that we don't hang out anymore every time I see you. That is complete bull shit. If you missed me or that you wished to talk or hang out, why don't you give me a call, a text, or even a damn IM. I find how it's so not even coincidental that you show up every time a break up occurs. I'm not afraid to call you a whore, because you are one. I'm not even going to be surprised if you slept with many other men. Yeah, you are gorgeous. You have many physical qualities that many girls do not have. But sadly, that's all on the outside. Inside you're just an ungrateful, two-faced, needy child. I know you suffered through many loss and troubles through your life. I've said it many times that I will always be here for you & I am sorry for those losses. I still will be here for you, because I keep my word, even if I'm thinking about not giving a fuck anymore. That is because I love you and even though I say I don't care, I do & that love is unconditional. Seriously honey, I really don't know what life you're living & what you've been doing, but all those rumors and lies I've heard are sounding to become more of the truth. It's sad how you treat us like dirt and say we're immature with no gratitude nor respect. If you dare even say that. Get the fuck out right now. We are living our lives as sixteen year old with nothing in the world to care about and you are too busy acting like this sophisticated girl who has to get every material to make her satisfied. Money can't buy happiness, sweetie. The outfits you wear are too revealing, cover up those ta-tas honey, because that does not attract anybody except pedophiles. You say you feel neglected, if you even know what caused you to feel this way. Take time to appreciate the things you already have and stop envying, stop this faking, stop these horrible decisions you're making. I'm overwhelmed with the words you say. Do you know how much it hurts to hear you say " I have no friends."? DO YOU? Who am I? Who are your other girlfriends? Who are your other peers surrounding you during school? Don't you even dare to say that you have no friends, because if your real friends are from ages 18 or older, don't you dare come crying for help & advice. I know you might be thinking "Who are you to judge?". I have the right to damn judge your stupid ass. Talk as much shit about me as you want, just know that your words do not mean anything to me. I've been the friend that actually kept in touch since we were children. I miss the old you & the memorable times we've shared. I don't like the new you, the manipulative things you do, & the arrogance. All that needs change. If you choose to stay where you're at and see what the strangers out there treat you, I hope you realized that it's all bull shit and they only want one thing from you. Your innocence. Enough said.

Pasadena

Started off my Saturday morning with lack of sleep due to an event I had to attend to. Walked to the church in the rain at 6:30 A.M.. Oh Jesus. Too bad my girlfriends couldn't come today. Feel better, kids. <3 It was the same as last year's. Had to cut flowers, go on the floats to glue the flowers on, & blending flowers. Boy, was it messy! I ended up having glue on my hoodie, sweats, & boots. Haha GG. Gerry, some guy, & I attempted to glue on "onion seeds" to a float and it came out all crappy. LMAO. The staff gave us so much pity that it was far off embarrassing! LOL Thanks, dude. Let's hope next year won't be as much of a disaster.

Rain, rain, go away,

Come again another day!

Boo, I haven't even started laundry yet. I need sleep. No homework this weekend. One more week until Winter Break.Woot, woot!

 I wonder when I'm going to get paid. I need my money to go Christmas shopping! (:

I'm starting to like "Monk". It's such a great show. Poor guy. This blog entry was boring, because it was such a boring day! More tomorrow! :D

If I Ain't Got You

I resumed working today! These upcoming months will be a blast, because there aren't any children coming in. (:< Just working individually for Dennis & Trinh. Thank God. Money = Christmas gifts for family & friends' late birthday gifts. Sorry for the delay.

Baby, it's cold outside!

Re-run of VS Fashion show tonight! Gonna watch it in a few minutes.

Common Planning

I needed time to settle down. Excuse me for my language & behavior yesterday. It's just the time where I needed to let everything go & just settle for peace. I know that can't happen during my high school years, but the least I can do is put the dramatic scenes aside and focus on what I'm striving for. All the lies, all the mistrusts, the regrets of a person's past, has never been encountered on all in one day. It's amazing how secrecy & gossips are shared within 24 hours. The one thing I definitely am sure of is that your drama will never effect me, because I've learned how to control my tantrums and know when to release my anger. Like I said, I'll always be here for you, but seeing how you put yourself in this situation, I think this time you're on your own and finally just learn how to grow up.

Other than that...

Mr. Canny likes picking on me, because I am Asian & I have a small, italicized, legible handwriting.

Last Night :

Him: I hate how Wednesday is spelled lol.

S: Hahaha why? How random. LOL

Him: Lol I know. Because when I look at it I feel like saying wed nes day idk.

S: Hahaha. I felt the same way back when I was in 1st grade. I'd always spell it wrong and my teacher would yell @ me for that. :( My mother would hit me too, so I told myself that there's always a "d" in there. Story of my life. Hahaha.

Him: Lmao hahahaha for real?? Haha! That's funny

- You would laugh! LOL

Can't wait to see you soon, kid. I sort of, kind of, maybe, possibly, probably do miss you. (:

Sunday

I think too much. I should stop.

I woke up @ 1 p.m. thinking of nonsense. Texted Partner in Crime about it. Her words put me @ ease. Thank you. <3

Thought of the Day

I regret my decision, I should have stuck with you. Even though you tried to not let me go & even tried to manipulate me, I didn't listen. But since now that I'm doing worse than ever, I wish I could have turned back time and stay with you, so you won't fail me. You told me that you can't possibly and won't fail me, because you will push me further so I can get the material. Stupid me, of course, didn't listen and thought that I can do much better in his class. I regret my decision. I want to go back now. I'm sorry. I have failed you. You're still an asshole, but a great teacher. Just kidding, I didn't mean the asshole part. Okay, maybe a little. (:

Crawl - Chris Brown

This song makes me happy. (:

I loved my hair today. It was actually positioned @ the right place where I finally wanted to be. (: Many people thought my waved hair was natural. I WISH! I took my AP Cal test today. I bombed it once again. I have failed you yet again, dear oh math God. Please forgive me. Today, I finally realized that taking Ap Calculus was such a terrible idea. My brain is not strong enough for this material! I am no genius, nor a fast learner. I am quite slow. Quote and Quote Martin Carpio. I agree. I'm better off passing Math Analysis with a good grade rather than failing an AP class.What I need is a miracle. This miracle will save me from my miseries & help me get back on track with my hopefully straight A's. Although, this miracle will probably occur if I actually got up my lazy ass and actually ask for a tutor session.

After 3rd period today, I wanted to go for a quick jog around the track. Once I got there, the track was occupied with the Track team/Baseball team/Soccer team. LOL. Took the bleachers instead. V+ J&I did a mile worth of bleachers. Boy, do I hate bleachers! Everytime I come down from the top, I feel this fear of falling. Which probably would happen, because it's clumsy me. I would fall, but I didn't, because I didn't want to embarrass myself enough already. Track > Bleachers. We ended up walking a lap and jogging another. It was a great work out. After that, Megan, Geneive, & I went down to play tennis. Soon after, Martin Matreo joined us. That was also a great work out.

Dirty Dancing was on tonight! It still is on! OMG, it was such a cute movie! I loved it. (: I want to learn how to dance like Baby and have a Johnny lift me so I can feel like I'm flying! Weeee. That movie was good. My mother walked out of the bathroom and went straight into the living room. She just had to come out @ the right moment when Baby & Johnny were doing a dirty dance & ended up taking their clothes off. They were not naked though! Mother thought I was a pervert & that I need to watch something Rated G. Hahahahaha. I told her it was a dancing movie, but she didn't believe me. She just nodded & walked away. Thanks, mother. He was going to watch it with me, but his mother wanted to watch t.v. Haha, there's another one! Okay, just recieved your text & looks like you recorded it.

Oh fuck. I just felt the side of my chin & I felt a bump coming in. Fuck you pimple! Of all places, my pimples pop up at the most awkward/noticeable part of my face! Jackie likes reading blogs. (: I'm trying to make it as long as I can, but I don't think I can, because I don't have much to talk about. It's 12:17 a.m. Friday night is over. It is now Saturday morning & I have a feeling it's probably going to be the same as last Saturday. LOL.

Echo de menos nuestras conversaciones de la noche & I'm getting one tonight. (:

Good night bloggers.

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I ran a mile today. Non stop. I am proud of myself. I didn't think I could do it. But I did it! Yay! Another mile tomorrow.  Best workout since forever. Hahaha. Thanks Vera & Janice for the run. I needed it.

Bestfriend didn't come to school today, until 12 o'clock. Her bitch ass sprained her ankle. D: Feel better! <3

I'm gonna make these one day! <3 So adorable.

I hope I pass Cal test tomorrow. I need to study. So much homework tonight. Boo! I complain too much. I need to stfu and start putting effort into my work. Wish me luck!

So I asked...

Of all people, of all the girls you talk to, of all the prettier ones out there, why did you choose to come back and talk to me and still stick with my stupid ass?

He said : 

Well, when i saw you at target that day i couldn't stop thinking about it  I wanted to start talking to you then  i started talking to you on aim that made me reminisce about mount gleason and how i was and what i did like broke up with you for no reason so i felt bad and felt  like i owed you something I wanted to talk to you more often so I started texting you  because I still had your number; when we started talking on the phone we talked about random things that made me laugh and smile even though I went to sleep at 4 in the morning everyday and sometimes even later I enjoyed it after a while i kinda started having those feeling for you again it like reignited haha  but I didn’t think anything was going to happen because we attended different schools and I thought that once you got back in school you would just forget about me and go off with some other dude  we stopped talking well we still talked but not as much so that‘s when I thought for sure you were talking to someone else I’d always wait for your text lol then we started talking again and we talked about us not talking as much as we did before and I found out that you waited for my text too I felt kinda dumb lol I talked to one of your friends first about this then you sarted that blogging thing I didn’t think you were refering to me well I did but when you put something about the guy asking you out I didn’t think it was me I guess you told me it was me after that  and this is why I chose you  because I’ve known you for so long and I think you’re the only person I’ve known for a while that I still talk to also because of your benevolent personality which I love I remember how nice and quiet you were in middle school :] haha until now  except for the quiet part lol the first time in years that we actually hung out was…  memorable to me lol you came up to me and gave a big tight hug :] right when I was about to let go you were still hugging me so I just kept hugging you lol  in a way kinda awkward when we were silent I just kept thinking of what to say and talk about  and in the theaters I was really comfortable   you’ve gotten prettier well I thought you’ve always been pretty but now it’s like matured pretty if that makes sense lol  you have everything you’re smart, funny, beautiful, good personality, nice body and way more I just like everything about you the only thing that I don’t like in a girl is their jealousy lol if it’s a little bit I don’t mind but yea sorry i took so long.

 

I signed off on him. LOL GG. I think that's what I needed after all.  No more confusion, no more doubts, no more questions. I'm set. Oh honey, girls are always jealous. I'm not gonna lie, this made my day. Fuck Calculus. Blog more later. (:

11:50 p.m.

I need sleep...

VS Fashion Show

Boy, were they gorgeous! All of them were pretty. Actually, scratch that. Almost every one of them were pretty! However, I loved the year where it had the angel wings. My favorite! <3 Congrats to Kylie. You and your god damn big Double D breasts. LOL

Brittany looks so adorable with a backpack! OMG! The cutest thing! (: <3 I bought a white cardigan for $3 today! Great deal!

Approached me again! Pwuahahaha.

You give me butterflies in my tummy everytime I see you. I don't know how you manage to do it, but it never stops coming. I don't like that feeling, but I sure do like your presence. (: See you soon, buddy.

Great Day!

Last night was short but still heartfelt amazing. I don't know if that even made sense, but I'm glad you came over in the middle of the night just to see me. I love how you came when my daddy went home. My excuse was to take out the trash which took about 20 minutes. Parents went looking for me & I had to say goodbye. Damn that MotherJenny! Bitch ass snitched on me. GG. Next time!

Never, never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever test out fragrances with Janice Li. I swear to God, no, I don't. I'm sorry dude, I swear man, you will regret it! I learned my lesson. She BEAT ME UP ON MY LEFT EYE. GG. My eye stung for a while. I was like holy shit, you hit hard for a little girl! After I got hit in the eye, we went back to room & pigged out on Flamin` Hot Lays. Pwuahaha. It was damn good.

I love it when you tell me "Fun Facts". That way, I learn something new everyday.

You : 90% of women who walk into a department store turn to the right. No one knows why.
Me : NO! That's not true.

& then

when Janice & I entered Vons, I remembered this fact and I was like hmmm, let's try it on her. & then BAM! Janice turns to the right. I'm like NU UH! I'm going to the left!.To the left, to the left, everything you own in a box to the left. LMFAO STFU.

SO Janice & I are setting up a slumber party, but we don't know when. Hmm, it should be fun. (: Cool Whip [emphasize on the whip] + strawberries. YUM! We were also kinda matching today. <3 I can never not have fun with you. IDK why, you're just too cute!

You finally approached me today. You came & sat next to me. (: Then some bitch threw an orange peel @ us. LOL. & then when you went to practice, you approached me again! Yay! Let's see what happens tomorrow.

Homework is a drag. Blogging first! GN.

Michael Matienzo

Hmmmm, you're too cute. (:

18: Lol my love for you is like diarrhea I just can't hold it in
i3: HAHAHA

That's what you get for eating too much, suckaaa. I laughed for 2 minutes, because I've never heard that one before. Anyways, it's late, I'm cold, & I'm doing nothing else but talking to you and blogging.

i3: My sister thinks you're cute. 
18: Lol I think your sister's sister is cute
i3: I think your mother's daughter's brother is cute.
18: You're aunt's husband's brother's wife's daughter's sister's is really pretty

Ahah, you fucked up right there! I'll stop blogging now and continue to pay attention to our conversation. I just realized that I can never stop saying how cute you are. LOL


Him: 4:16 PM. It's boring right here. We're at this church place practicing for a Christmas performance. I'm going to be Joseph.
Me: 4:17 PM. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. How cute!!

- I'm sorry, I had to. LOL!

Shawty's like a melody in my head

I have wasted a perfectly good Saturday by waking up @ noon doing laundry & after that, NOTHING.

- This is my life.

Viernes Negro

Woke up @ 5 AM this morning. Just because of a huge sale @ the mall. I was excited, but by the time I woke up, I was already too tired. Arrived @ GG + the Americana by 6 AM. Rushed into XXI to only find out that they ran out of their promotion coupons/cards. ): Although, they had these really cute skinny denim jeans for only $6. YAY! Richard was following Vera, Janice, & I around the store. Due to our "slowness" of shopping, he decided to shop for his own. Surprised that there wasn't that much people @ 6 AM. After I said that, a butt load of shoppers came strolling by. Was extremely excited to enter in Hollister until I couldn't find my damn fleece. Saw it online the day before, but when I went in, it was a total chaos. Everyone crowding up the clearance section to find clothes! I went back & forth to Hollister for at least 3 times. I stayed in there for about half an hour each time. Michael thought I was crazy. I ended up going to American Eagle to purchase a hoodie that was $20 + 20% off. (:

Saw Suk & bestfriend. I thought we were going to meet up & hang? Guess not. Went to forever 21 @ the Galleria w/ Janice and I see your sister & your mother. It's funny how all three of you look a like. Cute. Then a little bit later I met up with you and we hung out. Nice day to hang out. Too bad we had to go our separate ways for a while, but later on we met up again. Which again was nice. I was satisfied & now your ass is still @ the Americana. Get a life, kid. (:

Partner in Crime <3. Success! Hahaha, I love our moments together. It's adventurous and we're down for any shit. I'm so lucky to have a friend like you. I appreciate having such a great granddaughter. I'll never let you down, I promise! After Yuca, we bought a jumbo size bag of Flamin` Hot Lays, because we dig that shit. Walked back to my apartment to eat & chat. Ended up being too spicy. I ended up tearing and I could even feel the smoke coming out of my ears. Hahaha. Thanks for making my night! <3

Saw some lovely boots @ Lincoln Mini Mall for $18. Better than the deal @ the mall. I like to shop @ thrift stores. It's called saving money & getting a great deal, bitch. :D That's all for tonight. Goodnight Blogspot.

Thankful Journal

Since it's Thanksgiving, might as well share what I'm thankful for. (: Let's start off with:

I am thankful for all the love and happiness surrounding me.
I am thankful for having such great parents that would love, support, protect me from the harm & danger in this world.
I am thankful for having a large family. I like having a big family. (:
I am thankful for my bestfriend. Even though we're the complete opposite of each other, I can see you as my sister that I never had.
I am thankful for my close friends. Without you guys, I don't know who else to turn to.
I am thankful for cavemen who thought of music & sounds. I fucking love you.
I am thankful for living in California. We get the best weather & beaches.
I am thankful for all the previous teachers that have taught me everything that they could teach me. Without them, I wouldn't be determined to strive for the best.
I am thankful for being poor. I taught myself how to appreciate what I have & know that money will never satisfy me.
I am thankful for Ms Manaka who made me write 3 things that I'm thankful for each day. I actually do believe that writing what you're thankful for everyday will make you content.

& Finally, I am thankful for meeting you. I'm thankful for you reading this whole thankful journal. Even if you are or not close to me, you changed me in a way that made me who I am today and I thank you for that. Happy Gobble Gobble Day!

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12803.) When i hang out with you all my worries float away. you're an amazing guy in my eyes, even if others don't agree. telling you how i feel is something i can't bring myself to do. I've come to conclusion that the only thing that's holding me back is my fear of rejection. i wish i believed in myself enough to tell you, we could have something great together.

12687.) I still miss being together with you. Enough said.

 Just quotes tonight. (: Don't feel like typing out my whole day. Feeling a little lazy. Glad to see Megan B. Albano today! 

I hate that I like you, but I absolutely love that feeling when I'm with you. Does that make me weird?

I Hate Mondays

11 A.M.

Changed and got ready to head out to Balboa Park for Round 2 of Individuals. My "good luck charm" gave me a hug and rubbed off his lucky skills to me. [ Like that helped at all. LOL] Played against Carson High. Like I said, partner & I got creamed by the Asians. Thanks guy, I told you that your luck doesn't work on me! (1-6)(2-6) = [0-2] Carson. LOL fail. Partner, you did great today! (: We tried! At least we got through Round 1 & got into Round 2. Thank you for such a great season. I appreciate and can't thank you enough for being my partner. Thank you Richard Smith for being such a wonderful coach. You're the most understanding, dedicated, warm-hearted, talented coach that I've ever met. Next season will be as great as this year. We did it, girls! Four years of being undefeated champs. <3 Reunion @ the banquet in a few months. See you there. (;

I'm super duper excited for tomorrow! Tomorrow is the day where I finally get to hang out with Marjorett Ann Vital. I can't tell you how much I miss her. Since high school started, we separated from each other and unfortunately, we don't hang out with the same crowd anymore. But I'm glad that tomorrow is the day where I finally have a chance to reconnect with her, and tell her all the things she's missed out on, and vice versa. I remember back in middle school, she was one of my close friends during 6th grade. We had a bomb year. <3. Anyways, since tennis season is over, I'll practice some other time, and save tomorrow just for Marjo. I can't wait! I miss you!

A few minutes ago, I had an argument with you. Of all people, you. You're the last person I'd want to pick a fight with right now. I just told mother privately what my issue was and you would eavesdrop to see what's up. I blame all of this on him. If you hadn't told me that you didn't need the checks in the first place, I wouldn't have to fucking owe the bank money, dumb shit. Now you got daddy and I arguing because of this stupid issue. Having him scream out "Fuck your mom, fuck your mom, fuck your mom!" Speaking of which, do you know how fucking stupid you sounded right there. Fuck my mother?! Apparently you did fucking tap that shit, where did you think I come from, you fucking moron! Suck on that, bitch! I know your dumbass is drunk right now, so I don't even want to hear your ass screaming out to the world of how much of a moron I am right now to actually be in debt, when I'm barely 16 years old. Thanks for the support, daddy. I'm glad mother's on my side. You can be understanding at times, but when it comes to money, Hell breaks loose! At least mother supports me on this. Fuck my brother, because of his stupid ass, I wouldn't be in debt right now. Thanks jackass. What a great way to start the week.

Excluding all of the bullshit I had to go through today, I hope there is better for tomorrow. I hope I get Calculus by the end of this term and maybe aim for a C or a B for the grade. I want to succeed and actually figure out how to understand Calculus. Calculus owns me.It's raping my straight A's. My A's need to be saved by my brain, now! I have to borrow SAT Prep books to get ready. *Sigh, junior year is so fun.... It's passing by pretty fast though. ):

I KNOW EVERYONE IS EXCITED AS I AM FOR THIS WEEK'S 4-DAY WEEKEND! 

WOOT WOOT!

Thanks for Saturday morning. I think I needed you here. I needed to set my mind off things. Hope to see you soon. I miss you. (:

Okay maybe

You didn't come on Friday night, but you came Saturday morning. Bitch ass. (:

Friday Night

112009 Game Night
I didn't attend this lovely event tonight, because of you. According to your words, you were going to show up tonight. Turns out you didn't. Hah, you fooled me. I had a feeling you were going to forget about it today. I didn't text or call you, because I thought I didn't need to. But hey, who am I to say? I'm not your girlfriend, I'm just your good friend, right? I know you must be thinking, " Well, you didn't call me? I thought you didn't want to anymore." Something containing those few words. I guess it's okay. Afterall, I don't blame you for not attempting to show up. You've made sacrifices and pulled some illegal stunts just for me & I've only done a few. Unfortunately, I can't blame anyone, because pointing fingers would lead to no solution. Therefore, I think I'll just continue on this road of confusion and maybe you can realize that I'm heading towards the middle of nowhere. Then maybe you would give me a hand and help me get off this road and help lead me into traffic so we can stop and just cherish the moments we have together. It's just a thought. See what happens when shit doesn't turn out the way you want to? I end up pouring this out in the middle of the night, because I missed Game Night only to stay @ home and blog. GG

This was especially meant for you.

VHHS Girls' Tennis Team

Woot woot! Great job girls! We did it! Now, round 2 is on Monday. Partner and I played against Dorcy High (I'm assuming) and the score was (6 - 4) & (6 - 1). Great teamwork, Josie. (: Let's just hope that we don't play against huk gway like we did today. She intimidated me. Forreal. It's okay, bestfriend. Even though they cheated you and you didn't do shit, it's alright. Just know that they won only because of cheating and lying. We still love you. (: Partner and I saw the Marshall girls that we played. One of them was annoying as fuck. Thank god we didn't have to deal with them anymore. They ended up winning their match. Playing Carson on Monday. We're gonna get creamed! ):


Ceejay is amazing. :) He's watching me type this sentence right now. What a fag! Q's here now! (:

Blog more later. Feels so awkward right now typing as he reads this sentence.

Glendale + Americana

A Day w/ Partner in Crime <3

Our mission was to take the metro to Glendale to watch "The Fourth Kind". However, due to the delay of the 90/91 metro bus, we were unable to catch the movie. Phillip said it started @ 2:30 p.m., but it started @ 2:00 p.m.. We arrived around 2: 42 p.m. GG. Eh, we'll watch it some other time. The movie doesn't sound that amusing. Brother said it was better than Paranormal Activity, so I'll just take a stab of wasting $10 next time. Was thinking about watching it around 4 p.m., but knew I couldn't make it home on time, so ended up walking around the mall. Spent our money's worth on Great Khan's. We took as much as we can to make it fit in the bowl. (:< Alot of food. Yumm.

Bumped into my cousin. Bump into him way too much. Partner in Crime & I of course couldn't walk pass by the apple store without entering. (:



Entered Victoria Secret. I could not find the VS Cotton Full Coverage bra that I wanted in my size. ): I ended up trying their push-up bras. Ouch, man!  Boy, do they hurt. Now I know why I've always hated push-up bras. Looks good though. (; Too good, too much oomph. o.o LOL I say it looks good on t-shirts, but not on tank tops/camis. Partner looked at me with my bra on only today. GG.

Then went to forever and was in the fitting room forever! Stupid Janice. LOL she paid about 4 bucks more for this shirt I wanted for months. I couldn't find the gray one that says "Hope" in my size so I had to get the white one that says "Faith".

Tennis tomorrow! <3   

Get your damn phone already..

12679.) I'm insecure, paranoid and jealous, therefore, I will never be able to have a normal, functioning relationship with anyone.


12763.) Every time I see you, I can't help but smile. And every time, that smile fades when reality comes back because I remember "I have no chance with him.

-Blogsecret

10:53 p.m.

Common planning was today. Thank god. I needed more time to finish my homework. Went to Big 5 tonight to buy a pair of tennis shoes for this upcoming Friday. Cute employee worked there. Then mother took us to OnoHawaiian BBQ! You don't get that everyday for dinner. (:< Thanks mother for the shoes + dinner!

Extremely excited for tomorrow! <3

See you on Friday, kid. (:

@ the Tennis Room

Janice and I are waiting for our cup noodles to get all bubbly & boiled. :D Just got up from practice and now we're going to gossip. I need to go to Big 5 later for my tennis shoes. TTYL.

Janice: Alg. 2 is so easy! Dude, I'm so smart.

She can't even do a kinder-gardener's homework. Hahahahahaha. GG

2009 Homecoming: " Back to the Future"

What a night!

It started off @ Janice's house. Liz & I were just chilling at her house, all calm like there's nothing in the world to worry about AND THEN when 4:00 p.m. struck, we were rushing like crazy! Grandmother and daughter did mother's hair. (: It came out great. You looked hot Liz. Like forreal. An hour later, Vera, Suk, and Alvin came and we got ready. We ended up lagging that shit and Alvin was having some fun time with Matthew. My hair was fucking retarded, so I arrived at homecoming with the weirdest curled hair.

Before:

After:

 On the dance floor...

Talk about a fun night. Even though the music was so wack, we still laughed and dance our night away. We were all in a crowd showing off all we got on the dance floor.The best part was the congo line, which Fendi started. We ended up getting a crowd to join our line. We raided the Korean girls and ended up grinding on them. They gave us the most weirdest looks ever. I bet they thought it was awkward, but fuck that shit. Break off their grinding/freaking/dancing line. Haha. Bestfriend & I got a picture inside the Delorean.The car was like any other car. Besides that it can talk and that it can travel back in time and in the future. Hahahah. I feel stupid now.

Congrats to the homecoming court. My date and I didn't slow dance. LOL Janice ):. I ended up slowdancing with Vera, Liz, Suk, Martin, & Ceejay. LMFAO. Fail. I use to be taller than Ceejay, now he's taller than me. ): That's only without heels though. (:< Then we went to the small gym to take pictures @ the photobooth for free!I look stupid, because I didn't look up at the camera lens. I looked at the screen. GG

Overall, homecoming was a blast. I enjoyed my time with my favorites. <3 I hope next year will be bomb too! After homecoming, Liz's brother gave us a ride home. I endedup going to Emily's early birthday party, <3 Although, I was late like extremely late, I was glad that I went to her house to chill with Brit & Sam. Even though we didn't have anything to do and all we did was talk and I knocked out, I still miss you guys. Hahaha.

The night/morning was great! I came out of the shower at 3:30 a.m. and I was so terrified to sleep at that time, due to lovely scenes of Parnomal Activity. It wasn't that bad. I ended up shaking in bed with terror written all over my face. I woke up alive, which was good. (: This blogging session took 3 hours for me to finish. GG hahaha.

@ Janice's Casa

Happy Birthday Mother !
Today is your day, so make yourself feel extra special. I hope you like the gift that we I bought for you. (: I know Edward and I won't be here for your birthday today, but just know that we love you. I know that you suck at speaking English, haha, and you're not able to go online and read my blog, but I'm grateful to have you as a mother. I appreciate all the stunts and hassle you had to go through, just because of me. We may have a few, actually many disagreements, but that's just because I'm just another bitchy teenager. I'm surprised you actually put up with my stupidity & my worse attitude. I'll always be here for you. I love you.

So I woke up extra early today to complete my list of chores. I ended up not finishing my load of laundry, because daddy was in a rush. ): Now I'm here @ Janice's. Still excited for tonight. (: See you guys there. Brb!

I know you're going to read my blog, so know that this sentence is for you. LOL loser. (:

I lied.

I wanted to blog for a while.

So I'm talking to this loser on aim right now. You're actually reading my blogs, because I said that you're included in mostly all of them. Haha, you're so cute. Too bad you lost your phone, suckaaa. I bet you're actually smiling when you're reading this, or I could be wrong. Nahhh, I doubt it. I bet you blushed when I said that you were cute. Best I Ever Had is playing right now. You know what that means!

If you have noticed, all the italicized quotes/sayings were for you, smart one. Haha, I'll let you figure it out on your own. I miss you.

Happy Birthday Martin Matreo!

Verdugo Hills vs. Van Nuys :

What a night! Obviously, Verdugo lost once again. It was a good game though. I'm surprised they actually made it to about 30 points? I was digging the cheerleaders. (; Hahaha. That dude worked that shit loud and proud! Janice and I bought 4 packs of licowishes. Damn good.

I was satisfied when I saw you and Megan today. I must say, you look cuter. Even though we didn't talk much, it was nice to see your face again. Like I said, "Have fun at Van Nuys!" Haha. Sucker. I also had fun spending some time with Megan. I miss her. ): I hope she comes back from options!

Tonight, I'm gonna shower, knock out, wake up, do laundry, then off to Janice's casa. I can't wait! Please remind me to bring my ticket tomorrow. I know my dumbass is going to forget. I'm done for tonight, blogspot. More tomorrow!

Your voice soothes me. Too bad I don't hear it anymore.

Sunshine!

Tomorrow is my Calculus final. I'm definitely afraid to fail the exam once again. I need to focus! Yet, I'm here blogging. GG. I need to be that miracle and pass the term with a C. Believe it or not, Calculus is the first class that I've ever gotten a D in. I've never gotten lower than a B. Mother discourages me. She tells me that I'm a failure @ life and there's no point of me attending a University now. How am I suppose to boost my self esteem and build up my confidence now? I need my friends to tutor me, but I'm intimidated. I feel that they might think I'm not smart enough for them and wondering why I'm even taking a shot @ Calculus in the first place. I envy them. Somehow, the material does not flow through my mind. *Sigh. Wish me luck tomorrow. I need it. Tomorrow is also another final for Physics class. I must say, I'm doing alright in the class. I must get an A to balance my D/Fail. ): Hopefully, Canny isn't going to be a dick & fuck up my A.

Anyways, today was a nice day. No rain. Thank god. My hair was being retarded as usual. I constantly kept on fixing it during second period today. Erick thought I was going insane. After that, it was lunch. Thanks for the hug today. It was cute. Even though we hardly ever talk. I noticed that when it comes to me, you become so quiet. Am I that boring? LOL.

I went home at 1:12 p.m. today, because I didn't bring my clothes to practice. When I got come, daddy was getting ready to go to work, while mother cooked some dumplings for lunch. (: I then met up with Janice to go to a nail place for her toes. (: Turns out she got ripped off and it wasn't the kind she wanted. Hahahahah. GG. Yuca was alright. Saw Dennis & Trinh + Britt & Emily. <3 I miss them.

I'm super ooberly excited for the homecoming game + homecoming. Even though our pathetic football team will fail, I'm ready to have fun on the bleachers with my favorites. I can't wait to see Rad! Haven't seen him in a while. I'm ready to scream my lungs out and root for our cheerleaders. (; If you know what I mean. It's going to be a fun night! Then the next day is homecoming. Turns out that my wish didn't come true. Oh well, I'm still going with my favorites. I can't wait to see everyone dance. Hahaha. Except Janice. I've been with her on the dancefloor too many times. I can tell this is going to be a great weekend, but it won't top the Halloween weekend.

Even though you're so far away, I can still feel your arms around me.

Veteran's Day

Today was just amazing. Well, before I started to walk home.

Daddy bought me sugar cookies and a sausage mcmuffin from Mcdonald's this morning. I ate it on the way to Vera's house. After Vera and I left her house, we met up with "Cheeseburger", LMFAO! Some kid on the balcony screamed out cheeseburger, which was referred to Chris. We then went to the bus stop to go to the Galleria + Americana. Chris, Vera, and I were talking about what dream career we wanted to pursue in the future. According to Chris, he wanted to be a Ginacologist. He literally said Gina ( Jyna ). So much for a gynocologist that doesn't even know how to pronounce it. LOL!



I went to For Love to shop for accessories for homecoming. I ended up buying 3 pairs of earrings for $3.80. They had weird looking shit in there. So Janice and I just left. We ended up seeing a whole mess of people today. Janice ended up buying these cute heels that I wanted for $10. Fucking good deal. They didn't have my size. GG. La, la, la, la, let's fast forward.


Went to Footlocker or Footaction to meet up with Chris and Vera and I ended up seeing you there. You looked so surprised to see me. It's been so long since I've seen you, but hey, looks like you're doing good. I finally saw your mother and your sister. You look a lot like your mother. Nice seeing you though.

Partner in Crime and I went to Gilly Hicks and came out with a pair of underwear each. After that we decided to go home. I ended up getting off near Nightingale, because I didn't want to waste a quarter on the dash ride. As I was walking home, I passed by this auto-part place and I saw a mob of middle-aged men staring at me. Fucking creepers. One ended up driving up to me and honked @ me. Fucking bastard. I wanted to shout out "Fuck you", but I didn't want to risk my life for that shit. It was a long walk, but I enjoyed it. All I wanted to do was to reach my destination and start typing my blog. I was passing by Big Saver. Yet again, I had another creeper staring at me. He was in his stupid, damn, beat up car. He went forward a little and stopped. I was like wtf? okay. I resumed walking. He rolled down his window and I guess he was trying to ask me if I wanted a ride, but I had my earphones on and I ignored him. Then he drove off. A block later, he stopped where I was walking and he was trying to talk to me again. Fucking shit, I was scared for my life. Fucking creeper was like following me for 3 blocks. Dumb bitch ass mexican. He finally left me alone, when I was on the phone and was walking with two other random girls. I called Partner in Crime and she was searching for a Nail Place. LOL! Yeah, I learned my lesson. To not walk home alone in the dark from Nightingale to Lincoln Heights.

Happy Veteran's day. We must honor the men and women in the armed forces. <3

Tuesday and Monday

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I decided to make one since I have nothing to do right now in the tennis room. (: I was also interested in Janice's Tumblr, so might as well try one of these blog things, myself. So hello blogging world.

The guys are playing chess right now. It's 3:35 p.m. I have about two hours to kill. Liz and Suk are telling Ryan about the nose DJ thing. Hahah. Hilarious.

Today is brother's birthday. Bitch ass finally turned seventeen. This morning he received some lovely gifts from his girlfriend. If I hadn't known what it was, I wouldn't be sleeping with earphones on tonight. GG.

Tennis practice was the highlight of my day. First game was with Dick, Susan, and Linda. Outcome was ( 6 - 1 ). Second game was with Linda. ( 1 - 2 ). Good job, Linda. :D Third game was with Amy. ( 6 - 4 ). That game was exhausting. Best believe!

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William asked me "Sandy, why don't you have a boyfriend?" and I answered, because I didn't need one. From that moment, that very minute, I took a trip down to memory lane...

It was a summer night. I just got out of the shower. I went to my room and I saw your text. I was flabbergasted of how creative you were to ask me that question. In my heart, I wanted to say yes, but in my mind, I asked myself, "How can this possibly work?!" I mean, we both attended different schools and I wouldn't know how to trust myself to trust you that you won't hurt me in the future. I had to go with my mind and say what I had to say. I wouldn't say that I regret that choice, because at that moment, that's what I wanted. But lately, all I can ever think about is how you're most likely on to another girl and that makes me feel stupid for saying no in the first place. I told myself that this was only going to be a summer fling, but that shit got turned around. I know we both said that we'll see how things would turn out for the both of us in the future. I can't help to think that maybe all this time, you were leading me on. But, those stunts you did for me proved me that you weren't. Best friend keeps on reminding me that I should have said yes and that she knew I was going to regret it in the future. She was right. Overall, I guess I do miss you and our times together.

I hope you read this.