So I asked...

Of all people, of all the girls you talk to, of all the prettier ones out there, why did you choose to come back and talk to me and still stick with my stupid ass?

He said : 

Well, when i saw you at target that day i couldn't stop thinking about it  I wanted to start talking to you then  i started talking to you on aim that made me reminisce about mount gleason and how i was and what i did like broke up with you for no reason so i felt bad and felt  like i owed you something I wanted to talk to you more often so I started texting you  because I still had your number; when we started talking on the phone we talked about random things that made me laugh and smile even though I went to sleep at 4 in the morning everyday and sometimes even later I enjoyed it after a while i kinda started having those feeling for you again it like reignited haha  but I didn’t think anything was going to happen because we attended different schools and I thought that once you got back in school you would just forget about me and go off with some other dude  we stopped talking well we still talked but not as much so that‘s when I thought for sure you were talking to someone else I’d always wait for your text lol then we started talking again and we talked about us not talking as much as we did before and I found out that you waited for my text too I felt kinda dumb lol I talked to one of your friends first about this then you sarted that blogging thing I didn’t think you were refering to me well I did but when you put something about the guy asking you out I didn’t think it was me I guess you told me it was me after that  and this is why I chose you  because I’ve known you for so long and I think you’re the only person I’ve known for a while that I still talk to also because of your benevolent personality which I love I remember how nice and quiet you were in middle school :] haha until now  except for the quiet part lol the first time in years that we actually hung out was…  memorable to me lol you came up to me and gave a big tight hug :] right when I was about to let go you were still hugging me so I just kept hugging you lol  in a way kinda awkward when we were silent I just kept thinking of what to say and talk about  and in the theaters I was really comfortable   you’ve gotten prettier well I thought you’ve always been pretty but now it’s like matured pretty if that makes sense lol  you have everything you’re smart, funny, beautiful, good personality, nice body and way more I just like everything about you the only thing that I don’t like in a girl is their jealousy lol if it’s a little bit I don’t mind but yea sorry i took so long.

 

I signed off on him. LOL GG. I think that's what I needed after all.  No more confusion, no more doubts, no more questions. I'm set. Oh honey, girls are always jealous. I'm not gonna lie, this made my day. Fuck Calculus. Blog more later. (: