I know what I have done wrong and I can't say that I regret it, because it was my decision. I do know that the past is the past. I've made mistakes and I am sure as hell aware of it. I just do not want us to separate, because you are my best friend and you will always be. You are like a sister I never had and it's truly heartbreaking to know how you feel. I blame myself for the situation that has happened. I'm not letting go, but I am fighting. Fighting until we get this right and fighting for your trust. Like I said, I will always love you and you'll always be my bestfriend. No one can ever replace you, because you are the icing to my cake. I know you're done with me right now. I've cried my heart out for you like I am right now. Just to let you know, I am waiting for you to cool down and start fresh, because I am ready to start fresh. Until then, I will prove and show you that I am capable of being the bestfriend that I will be, to show you that I am who I am today and who I wasn't before. It does not mean that I have fully changed, but I've grown up and my mistakes have made me stronger. I've realized that our friendship means too much for it end. It can never end. Speaking of how us both are the complete opposites of each other, it makes us inseparable. You and I are meant to be the best of friends til` the very last day I stand on Earth. I love you and this is my apology letter for being a douchebag and dumb bitch.
Written out of love & guilt,
Sandy Lee
P.S.: I will continue to type apology letters and show it to the public until you and I are strong again. It won't be the same as it used to be, but it will do. <3
i hope she talks to you again
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