FML

I've been procrastinating this whole month and the SAT exam is tomorrow. FML. Last minute study was succinct, but really, I should have studied when I had the chance. Instead of going online all the time, I should have hit the books & take practice exams. Man, I missed out on the sweet lecture time that I get to give myself. Oh well, I just hope all goes well tomorrow @ Wilson High. (:

Today staying after school was lovely. Hung out with PIC + EPhan. I haven't done that in a while. Then towards the end, I was being spied on by fellow peers including my brother. How embarrassing! I know for sure they're suspecting something, but nothing's happening so far. LOL. (;

SL for Advocacy Co-Chair

Reyes: I gotta go to practice!
SL: Why so soon? Stay with me, because I'm not letting go.
Reyes: This is like the longest hello hug ever. Haha.
Reyes: So what? I get a hello hug, but not a goodbye?

Oh man, you make me giggle.Thank you for coming down just to say hello & then leave. Thank you also for calling me heavy. Fuck you! Haha.

Got paid today! Too bad it's only $65. Spending two thirds of it on Jamie's Debut. By the way, which I am excited for! Excited that it's my second sleepover & thrilled to be one of Jamie's 18 candles. <3 I'm currently working on what to say, but I don't want to bore the audience. I have a week and a few days more to get ready. I still remember the first time I met Jamie. She was my brother's girlfriend and we grew closer right after they broke up. Ahh, I remember all the laughter we shared in Lever's class. Surprised that you asked me to be one of your candles. Save more info on the 8th. :P

I've been running errands for 2 weeks already, yet CVS still isn't planning to restock any of their shit. -__- I'm running for cabinet in my service group called "YUCA" (Youth United for Community Action). I'm running for the Advocacy Co-Chair position. If you do attend YUCA, vote for me and I guarantee you, IP (Increase the Peace) events will be as fun as this year's. If you're a senior, you're able to vote as well. So, kekeke *nudge nudge*. If you like to know why I think I'm a good candidate, please come to the YUCA meetings every other Thursdays from 4:30 p.m.- 6:00 p.m. Election will begin in two weeks. All votes count & I'm all in.

Dot Dot Dot.

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze,
& love is a riddle...

For whatever it is worth, chin up and walk proud. Stay strong. All of you.<3

Typical Thursday Evening... No, Not Really:

Anonymous: So this girl asked me to go with her to prom.
SL: Uh huh and?
Anonymous: & I said no. Do you want to know why I said no?
SL: Uhm, why?
Anonymous: Because I want to go to MY senior prom and go with YOU.
SL: LIAR!
Anonymous: No, I'm not.

You better not be lying. Freaking throw ice at you again if you are. LOL. (:

Giggled.

SL: Open your eyes and you'll know what I mean
Reyes: They are open, but all I see is you (;
SL: You're cheesy & lame, but I like that. (;

Highlight of My Day

PIC & I prank called @Soojin 25 times. She thought someone was playing mind games with her. GG <3

Holy Macaroni!

I haven't blogged since... Let's just say since a long ass time.  I've been completely out of my system lately.  I've put my school work & classes before anything, since junior year is the toughest year.  I can now see what the previous Juniors meant. I feel their pain!  SAT Prep classes are over soon & with great appreciation, I thank my tutors for putting their time into helping me prep for the SAT. My goal is to get @ least a 1790.  Perhaps a 1700. *Cross fingers* May 1st is coming soon. Wish me luck!

For the past few weeks, I've been catching up with my frienemies/exes whom they are now called my friends.  I thought a lot about the situations I've dealt with in the past & I finally realized how immature I've been back then & that it's time for a change. I recently apologized to my ex boyfriend, telling him how stupid I was back then.  I told him that I'm mature now & looking back in the past, makes me realize how idiotic I acted towards my peers. I admit, I loved the attention, the whole "cool" attitude talk, the "hierarchy/social status" @ school, etc. After seeing how I was back then, I feel lame.  Being fake, no real talk was the old me.  I mean, who wasn't once like that?!  But now that I've seen the clear picture, I don't care about it all.  I still want my reputation to remain swell rather than being a total bitch.  I'm glad that he accepted my apology and we're in good terms now. I told him that I blamed everything that I've done in the past and that led him to change who he was & look how far he's gotten now! I'm proud of you JC for staying strong & again, sorry for my stupidity.  If I only had that mindset back then. Lol. (: & as for DAU, I've finally decided to let go of the past and actually try to be your friend again. I'm still shaky on that, but I'm working on it.  Even though you were once my best friend, I'd like to just settle as being friends.  Seeing who you've been hanging out with lately, made me realized that you're not as bad as them.  They make you look like an angel compare to them. Good for you! & yeah, for those who are reading, I have changed & if you don't want to get to know me, then I'll accept that as well.  I'd like to get to know you though.

I also like it when people vent to me. I'd like to help you with whatever you're dealing with. It's my pleasure to give you advices; that's if you want any. Just IM me @ ladiixclumsi3, facebook me, or find me walking around the halls of VHHS. (:  New faces are a + for me.