Saturday, February 13, 2010

021210

 What a day! Forreal though. Went to school, Emily + her bf came to pick me up to go practice, went to Mickey D's & vent! I've been doing a lot of venting for these past few days, only because it's your fault.

021110: "I'm moving to San Diego."

How the hell are you going to do that when you know it's fucking hard enough for me to deal with the situation that I don't see you enough already? Pretty much disappointed. *Sigh. I didn't want to believe you, but the gullibility inside of me was ready to believe. Called you Thursday night to straighten things out. Sounded like you were being shady about the whole situation. Settled a date to talk on Saturday[Today].

No texts/nor calls that day[Friday] until 11:11 p.m. You asked me if I could come outside for a while. Shocked, I was, that you were already downstairs waiting for me. In my mind, I had quite plenty of things to say straight out so I would not have to deal with "mending my broken heart" later on in the future. I came out with my hands shaking, heart aching with a disappointed look. You were there smiling. My mind was saying "Wipe that smile off that face boy, or I'll do it for you." Took a walk around the block & I asked why did you come over & what's up with the whole San Diego bullshit.

You: You might hate me after I say this..
Me: What if I already do?
You: Lol. What? Uhmm yeah, about the whole San Diego thing... Happy early...April Fools Day.. Hehe..
Me: -_________-" You're a douchebag. *walks away

I was walking towards Lincoln High. I noticed that you stopped following me & I was like "Oh shit, do not want to get kidnapped." I walked towards the apartments and I see you coming towards me with stuff in your hands which was not there a minute ago. I backed away saying "What is that?! What are you doing?" I knew you were in a rush and everything had to go by quickly so I really do not know what this is for. I'm still clueless. LMAO. Fail.


A teddy bear from Knotts [So Random LOL], 3 roses, & a drawing w/ a poem on the back<3

Okay, this time I was really flabbergasted. You almost left me speechless. You had to go, but I gave you kisses in return. I have to say, you disappoint me at times, but you somehow always manage to turn it around.
You'll probably hate me for doing this, but too bad.

The very first day we met,
is a day I'll never forget.
My feelings towards you,
is what makes this so true.
Like a complex origami to be unfold,
in it deeply amorous throughout word never told.
Like a riddle waiting to be answered,
giving you hints but still left unanswered.
Hearing your voice in years,
was like music to both ears.
The way you make me laugh and smile,
is partly why you're so worthwhile,
When you're sad I'll make your frown disappear,
and when you cry I'll be there to wipe your tear.
You're the most beautiful girl I have ever seen ,
and if you let me be yours I'll make you my queen.
An angel God sent from above,
for whom I will truly ...

You're so unpredictable. <3 I went online to check the meaning of the roses of why you gave me 3, but they all came out with different answers, so I might as well just ask you. I don't know if they're dark red or just red. I checked all over the bear to make sure there wasn't any cameras of some sort. Hahaha, I always do this. Anyways, you're still gay for pulling that stunt. -___- It's not FUNNY! Was suppose to see you today, but it failed once again. Still leaving me thinking...

It's Chinese New Years in a couple of minutes! Too bad I'm on my rag. OH NOOOOO. Oh right, it's also Valentine's Day. How awesome is it to have both holidays on the same day? -____-" NAHHH, not like it would matter to me anyways. :P Anyways,

Sun Neen Fai Lok(:

2 comments:

  1. lmfao i LOVE!
    i woulda hit him though, with the whole sd thing. super sweeet!

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