Third Day

@ the Americana/Glendale. Expect a fourth day tomorrow w/ JZL. Hahahaha, fuck man. I have no life. ):. Since today's weather condition was crappy, let's hope for sunshine tomorrow! Hung out with Megan, Kelly, & Sammy today. We went to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks: The Squeakquel. Cute & funny movie to watch. Guaranteed. Although, it was an incredibly short film. I missed Megan though. I haven't seen/talked to her in a very much long while. 

Pigged out, then went looking around for random things. Had to leave early, but it's all good. More time tomorrow. (: I had fun today. 

Him: Let's play rock, paper, or scissors at 10:30 [PM] then.
Me: LMAO what?! Fine.

10:30 PM...

Him: Scissors.

Me: Water balloon! 

Him: You're slow! 
Me:  I said water balloon. Water balloon beats all. :)  

Him: There is no water balloon. 

Me: DAMN! I was gonna say wind next. Hahaha.

Him: Lol there is no wind. 
Me: There's wind in my world. 

Him: Ok at 10:41

10:41 PM...

Him: Rock

Me: Hahaha fine. SCISSORS. SNIP SNIP.

Me: NO NO NO NO NO! DAMN DAMN DAMN!

Him: Haha I win!!! Go first!

Me: Damn it! :(!

Him: Lmao hahaha :P

- No water balloon nor wind my ass! ):

Seriously!

http://theoatmeal.com/comics/misspelling

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Dinner w/ Brittany Lin - Emily Ung = Date w/ Mi Bebe`
Last night, we took a major risk to metro it down to SA to have dinner @ CPK. Too bad Emily could not make it, because she was in SF. D: It's okay, honey! There's always a next dinner date! <3 Just like old times! Since it was a damn Sunday, Brittany & I did not know whether the 79 would be running all night. I got off from the IP meeting & went to buy gifts for Emily & Brittany. I could not go to the mall earlier in time to shop for them, so I shopped around Lincoln Heights and got them some cute stuff. :D After I met up w/ babyboo, we walked down to LP to take the metro. Still, we were unsure whether or not the metro would be running @ a 24 hour service. The bus came & we asked the driver if it did run a 24 hour service. She ended up not knowing. GG That's so ironic. We called 1-800-COMMUTE, but their information desk closed at like 4:30 PM. So basically, we were screwed. Luckily, we called Judy & she checked online for us. Thanks a bunch, if you're reading!

By the time we arrived at SA, we realized that the shops were closing pretty soon. I had to walk into Gilly Hicks to check if they had my size so I can purchase them in the future. TEMPTATIONS OVERCAME. I promised myself that I can never do it with out JZL. Oh, I love her dearly. (: I turned to my left, & there they were. A whole round table filled w/ cabinets & boxes of bras in my size on clearance for $14.90. Mother said she'll help me purchase as many as I want. I'm so thrilled to order them tonight! I hate how every store is having all these sales after I purchased & used all of my money on gifts for family + friends. This is complete torture! Since work is over for me, I'll have to wait after the new year to continue working. Anyways, I walked out & decided to go to CPK & reserve a table for Brit & I. I had no idea that it was packed during the night. I mean yeah, it's pretty common sense that shoppers would stop to grab something to eat, but holy shizzzzz, it was packed! I waited for 20 minutes, then Brit came over & we sat, talked, & ate. I ordered the "Garlic Cream Fettuccine w/ chicken + sauteed mushrooms" & Brit ordered the "Hawaiian BBQ Chicken" pizza. This reminded me of the time MM went w/ my friends & I to CPK @ Glendale. I swear the guys made it so awkward. Hahaha, it's all good. The food was delicious! Waitress was nice & polite. We gave her $4 tip. SHUT UP! I know, we're cheap. Hahaha. Our bill come out to be about $40. Pretty good for a great meal. Dinner again, girlfraaaaaaans?

Since Brit & I both got each other something for Christmas, we decided to open it up while we were eating our meals. She gave me a lot of things, compared to me. ): I only got her a jacket from XXI from Top Top. She bought me the Clean&Clear Deep Cream Cleansing Wash that I ran out of! God, she knows me so well. :D +

except the tank is in navy blue <3

After dinner, we went to Nubis to get some frozen yogurt. You should go! 50% off any their yogurt until Jan. something. It is so worth it! We went back to the food court to vent about our privileges & our life @ home. I realized that I spoil my sister too much & in return, I don't get the respect that I want. Even if I try to diss her or even maybe ignore her, I can't. I've been taught to be so obedient that in my nature, I can never possibly change myself nor punish her w/o feeling awfully guilty. I've also come to realize that I've almost wasted my perfectly good teenage years by staying @ home doing chores rather than going outside enjoying & having fun. I should do that more often. Set some goals for the upcoming year & most definitely enjoy my life as a senior. Looking forward for the New Years.

The whole chatting was done, so we decided to go home. FOL. FOL. FOL. The damn metro bus did not come until 11:16 PM. I was like "OMG, FUCK THIS BUS!" The 79A came from the opposite end & totally taunted us. I guess karma's a bitch. That's our karma. LMAO. Shit. Then, fucking, I had to pee really bad and there was a Starbucks cup right next to me & Brit was like "Oh hey, so piss in that." Hahahahaha, fuck that shit! The gas station was behind us, and the restroom was like right there! I swear there was light coming out of the room. It was calling for us! I really had to go pee. >< Then some guy asked us if it was the last bus for the metro. He turned out to be a creeper. Apparently, he was waiting for a client to take him to the metro rail. He didn't even get off the metro. Wtf? He came walking & he asked us if we wanted a ride in his taxi van. I mean shit, we were in desperate need for a ride, but who the fuck do you think we are? We are not about to hop on that van & expect us to get a ride home for free. Bitch ass, we know your dirty ass trick & mama didn't raise no fool, so perve go find other hoes around the corner. About 5 min. later, he came back and started staring @ us for a while. What the fuck are you looking @ bitch? 11:11 came & LMAO Brit & I wished for the 79 to come, & it finally did. Woot! Then it dropped us off near Costco. ROFL fail. We had to take the 78 back to Lincoln Heights. When we got off, we walked back to my house + Brit got a ride home. Some adventurous night! 

Bestfriend: Where r u? 
Me: Why? I'm @ SA. Lol sup? :)

Bestfriend: Haha ok jw cause ur not on aim or nything so i was like did u get lost 
Me: HAHAHAHA Nah. :)

                                        - Hahaha, awwww <3

MM Time!

Him: ?em ot gniklat sediseb ginod uoy era tahW

Me: ?derob taht uoy erA ?uoy tuoba tahW .shurb ym fo tuo riah gnillup ma I

Him: .vt gnihctaw tsuj on, hguone gnol uoy koot ahah loL

Me:  ?dneirf ruoy gniynapmocca eb uoy t'ndluohS. gniht dapyek a tuohtiw siht ekil epyt ot si ti drah woh wonk t'nod uoY !revetahw hO

Him: .vt gnihctaw er'ew on dna did it wonk I ahahahahahah oamL
Me: OMG NO. I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE. I'm gonna like hurt this phone. Haha! You bored him, that's why. [ sleepover @ his friend's house]
Him: Let's stop typing like that.
Fucking took forever to even type it all up. LMAO. ):

Talking, talking, & some more talking until 3AM struck.

Him: Wait I'll go to sleep at 3 lol

Me: OMG. WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?! I CAN'T SLEEP AT 3. :(!

Him: Lol hahahahahahaha just sleep. Don't worry about w/e people say about 3. Lol it's DUMB!

Me: OMG. NO, I CAN'T DO IT. OMG! OMG! OMG! D:

Him: Hahahaha ok then sleep at 3:01 or whenever like 3:30

Me: NO. NO. NO. ALL THE SHIT HAPPENS AROUND THAT TIME. OH HELL NO, I'M GONNA BE TOO TIRED TO EVEN BOTHER WHOOPING SOME ASS RIGHT NOW.

Him: Hahahahaha no it doesn't!!!!!!!!!! Just sleep!

Me: NO, I CAN'T MICHAEL! GOD. If anything, yeah, I'd whoop some ass, but shit, I'm tired! :(

Him: If I don't reply, I'm sorry ok lol because I'm getting kinda sleepy lol

Me: MAN, why could not I have just shut the hell up, left you alone to sleep, and slept peacefully before 3. :(

Him: Haha. I'm really sorry but just go to sleep nothing's going to happen I promise :] if something bad happens to you, you can kick me in the balls next time I see you

Me: Oh my god... Oh my god.. I am so sorry for like keeping you awake. I really am, but fudge! I CAN'T DO THIS ALONE AGAIN. THERE MIGHT NOT EVEN BE A NEXT TIME! WHAT IF I'M DONE?! D:

Him: Lol noooooooooooooooooooooooooo you are notttttt going to disappear!

Me: MICHAEL! I'M SERIOUS! :(

Him: NOTHING'S GOING TO HAPPEN. JUST TRUST ME

Me: LMAO. D: D: D: D: you know what? Just go to sleep, I'll figure something out. Sorry for keeping you up. Good night.

Him: ......... no I'm not sleeping until I know that you'll sleep.

Me: Don't say that. I'll be fine, like you said. Just go to sleep. Good night. :)

Him: What are you going to be doing then?

Me: Idk, I'll just listen to my Ipod and try to fall asleep I guess.

Him: Lol ok then. Go to sleep though :]

Ipod did not work @ all! I ended up singing along with the music & did not get any sleep until 4:30 AM when my Ipod ran out of battery. Hahaha. I SURVIVED! Thanks for staying up w/ me even though you knew this was going to happen. x___________-. Fuck you Janice for reminding me about this time. I still love you though. (:

An extremely long, descriptive blog for those who enjoy reading blogs like I do. (:

A Night @ LPk

MM came over today! We were suppose to play tennis, but he "forgot" the rackets. ): I was all ready and geared up to play some tennis. Instead, we took a walk and played around the park. He had no ride over here @ Lincoln Heights today, so he took the metro. Go Metro! Woot. Jackie wants a picture, but no pictures yet. Haha. You would not believe how many degrees it dropped when we were @ the park! We were both wearing shorts too! Luckily, I brought the blanket, which I got from "White Elephant". Didn't do much, but it was still fun!

Man, I wish we had the whole day together! Fucccckkkk. LOL. Anyways, have a nice night @ your little sleepover tonight. Hope to see you soon!

Fail

I still love you (:

k: dude idk whre i puted vera's
k: -_-'' gg haha
i3: Hahaha
i3: puted
i3: ?
k: putted*
i3: that's not a word, sweetie
i3: HAHAHA
k: LOL NO WONDER
k: IT NEVER MADE SENSE
k: WHEN I SAY IT
k: GG
k: HAHAHA
i3: HAHAHAHAHA
i3: I WAS LIKE THE HELL ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY?
i3: HAHAHA
i3: OMG OMG I AM GONNA BLOG THIS
k: jahahaha
i3: LMFAO

So I was...

checking my log viewer, because it's an early Christmas morning & I had nothing better to do. I came across your sn & I skimmed through our conversations that we've had for about 2-3 years. It saddens me to know that we can't have ridiculous conversations like that anymore. Even though we've been through rough patches, it's nice to know when we're ever going to say "Hi" again.

r: AM or PM?
r: JK relax
r: DAMM
r: stop yelling
r signed off at 9:49:39 PM.

- LOL! I didn't even say anything, kid.

si3: one more thing, don't act like a total stranger please? i like it when we talk like this (: shows the real side of you
r: k

- Complete opposite, but oh wells, have a happy life. (:

Merry Christmas! :D 

Hollister Co.

I fucking love you Hollister! I was asked to work there today @ the mall. Boy, was I excited! It's my dream to work there. Shut up, I know! But hey, I wear Hollister everyday. So you can tell that I <3 it. Recap:

*Walking out of the store looking like an idiot trying to get a hold of my bags. Sees an employee that works there & smiled. Literally showed off that I purchased something, so he'll know I bought something. Continues to walk out.*

* Felt a tap on my shoulder. I thought it was Bestfriend & Janice who thought I was finally done with my shopping. I turn & it was the same employee.* 

Employee: Hey, can I ask you something?
Me: Uh, sure. [smiles] Assuming that he thought I stole something from there. O.O < Literally had that face.
Employee: Have you ever considered working @ Hollister?
Me: OMG. Forreal?! Of course! 
Employee. Great! How old are you?
Me: 16...
Employee: Aww damn. Yeah, it starts from ages 17 and older.
Me: Awwwwwwwwww! Damn.
Employee: When do you turn 17?
Me: Next year! ):
Employee: When you turn 17, please come back & apply.
Me: Of course! :D 

Woot, woot, woot! Can't wait to apply for that job! Next year, baby! Next year! It'll be in my New Year's Goal List. Tehehehe.

Anyways, I hung out with Bestfriend & Janice today! I bought them Christmas gifts. Well only Bestfriend, because she was an exception. As for Janice, it was a really belated birthday gift. We walked into XXI. I knew they both would want something from there. I got them both good! Let's start off with Janice. I really did not know what to get her & then Bestfriend was like
 "She's looking for a cardigan."
& I was like "Oh, okay."
So then I asked the employee that worked there to see if she could help me find some cardigans, since there was a butt load of clothes & I felt lazy to even search for clothes. So then we [Bestfriend & I] grabbed about 4 or 5 cardigans & went down to let Janice try it on. Turns out she found one on her own & it was the last one. We stole it from her & said that some chick grabbed it and left. She was bummed. LMAO! But I went to purchase it & then surprised her when she was looking for other ones. I think that set her mood.

We got our money's worth. We showed them what's up.

I didn't know what to get Bestfriend. So I came across 3 sweaters. I told her that I was buying it for my other friend & I asked her which one does she like best. She said the solid navy one. I got that + a v-neck for her. Oh + bought a gift bag. It looked really nice. Went to the Americana to go wrap it up and surprise her. I had to go to the restroom many times. She thought I had a bladder problem! LMAO. Then I came out of the restroom & surprised her with the bag of clothes. She was flabbergasted. 

In front of Santa's house

Woot! I can't explain the whole day. It's just a day where you have to be there in order to experience the fun we had. Every hour, every minute, every second was worth it. I was glad that I hung out with them today. Although, I didn't get to hang out with MM. ): I was suppose to leave @ 8 PM tonight, but Janice's mother came & we went to Best Buy. I was thinking maybe I should go back & spend some time with him, but I didn't know when I was going to leave & mother wanted her damn pecanbuns. -____- Ruined the moment for me. 

MM: No I didn't I was going to be there by 7 and we could've hung out for about an hour but you decided to leave...
MM: All dressed up for nothing.
MM: I'm not and I got a haircut just for you
MM. Yea. It's all good next time :] I was just trying to make you feel bad but yea.

I hate you! ): I wish I could have hung out with you. I miss you! Hopefully, we'll hang out soon. I said I was going to have a hateful blog about you. Guess not. (: 

I miss your arms around me. 

I miss the feeling that I know you're right by my side.

I miss your stupid face.

I miss running away from you.

I just simply adore you. NOT. LOL jk.

Yuca's Christmas Party

It was pretty fun. We ate, played games, & chat. Throughout the whole dinner session, socializing was pretty dull. Girlfriends & I did not have a clue what to talk about. I was looking forward into dancing my night away. Turns out they didn't include dancing this year. ): Boo! We then played "White Elephant". We had our numbers chosen & I got lucky number 62. I spotted a gift that I wanted to open, but Leega opened it. It was a throw/blanket inside a VS box. To me, I thought it was the best gift out of all of the gifts under the tree. However, Leega did not get to keep the gift for long. Along came Betty who stole the blanket, then a minute later, Karen stole it. Finally, my number was called out. I ran up to claim the prize for which you can only steal thrice. I was officially the owner of the blanket. I was definitely a happy camper.

Oh, JZL came over! I spent the whole day with her. Weeee! First we woke up at freaking 7 AM to go jogging @ that park under Chinatown! She lagged it for about an hour. So I was @ CT freezing my ass off. It's all good. We ran a mile, then sat & talked. Went back to my house to eat some dumplings.Walked around broadway to shop for the "White Elephant" gifts for the party.  It was pretty legit. We got them a barbie doll + a picture frame each! Went back home to wrap gifts & then I did her hair for the event. (: She looked so cute. It was like Homecoming all over again. Fun day. Although, we didn't have shit to do after the party, so we went home. GG

Hoping for more fun tomorrow @ the mall!

Thank You

Thank you for taking your time to walk an hour or so to my house. You certainly did not have to. Thank you for making my Saturday night. I swear we won't get caught by the manager next time. LOL. I'm glad you're home safe now. I'm sorry if I got you into trouble.

"Lol it's not your fault so don't be plus it was worth it :]"

Awww. (:

HAHAHAHAHAH

What Time Is It?

It's not summer time! That's for sure. I can finally say " WINTER BREAK IS HERE!"

Today @ school was pretty much boring. Ditched every class to go into the tennis room. (: Bi, Jackie, Janice, & Jenny came to visit today & a whole mess of other graduates! Man, it was fun with them last year. I'm actually going to miss a lot of people over the 3 weeks. I wish every one a Merry Christmas & a Happy New Year! Might as well say it now, before I forget later on. In the meantime, I hope I can chill with everybody over the break. I'm thrilled to start a new year all over again. 

Over the break, I'm planning to work out, study, NOT procrastinate, shop, & have fun. I hope Canny's winter packet won't kill me. I'm also excited, because that means I have 3 weeks to spend time with you! I am a happy camper! Weeeeeee`! I hope we actually do spend time every day. [Hopefully] If not, every other day, because really, I miss you too much. There's a guy @ school that looks sort of like you, except my friends say that you have a more pissed off look. Hahaha. Every time I look @ him, I think of you. Freaking crazy! Fucking GTFO school already! ):

Dirty Dancing is on TV Guide again!  

Wake Up In the Morning Feeling Like P. Diddy

No, not really.

Freshman's Winter Dance was a total failure. We could not even get anybody on the dance floor. Except these two girls. Haha, they make me laugh. They're so cute when they dance. LOL

"Awww, man this is bull shit. If we have to pay for this shit, I'ma leave"

- Appreciate what's offered to you. At least you get to ditch 4th period, bitch ass. SO STFU.

 Anyways, never doing that shit again. Not worth my time, even though I'm not even in Link Crew, LOL

I saw "Pi". It was a weird & an intense movie. I never knew mathematics can really make you go psycho. Stock markets are unpredictable, so dude, why try. It's okay, you did all you can do. I still find it freakishly thrilling how you made it out alive after you trepanned your head. I like, I like. (:.

Breakfast with Suk tomorrow morning! <3

Tuesdays

Common Planning once again. No effect on me, because I don't have a 4th period, so it's NOTHING to me. While walking home, my friends and I came across a very horny dog trying to have sex with another one. Hahahaha. Woah! What a scene.

Cal. test tomorrow. Study, study, study! 3 more days of school left! (:

VHHS Vs. LHS

Intense Game. When I say intense, I mean intense. Crowds cheering, shouting, screaming for their team. As for me, I'm a don. Congratulations to the Boy's JV/Varsity Basketball Team. You guys played stupendously! You showed the tigers what's up  in the courts. Balled them up.

I was actually pretty shocked to see you @ the game. Seen how you have changed so much. You look nice. I hate the feeling that we can't go back as being friends, because it'll be extremely awkward. I know we are, or at least I think we are, but I know it would never be the same as before. It's all good. As long as you're healthy and living your life, I'm content.

I feel guilty for what I've made you do. I'm so sorry for letting you go through this trouble just for me. I don't even deserve it. It won't come in the mail! It won't. Stop worrying, you'll be fine. At least I hope ! <3 See you soon! (:

Him [6:08 PM] : I miss you and I can't wait until gay ass school is over so I can see you :D

Tehehe. (:

Sense of Relief From Venting

Bestfriend says that my blogs are gradually decreasing its size. Hey, it's not my fault I don't have anything to type about. I'm not being very productive enough to have a fascinating life to vent about. I need new bras. ): Sadly, they're ruined, because I put them in the washer & dryer. Boo! Lincoln Mini Mall's bras are cheap, but weak! Hopefully, mother will take me to VS or Gilly Hicks to purchase new ones. So I was reading my cousin's Tumblr, and she posted this :

Haha, this made my day. I laughed hard when I read the "Warning" caption.

 

Greatly satisfied that my acne is clearing. Thanks to Clean&Clear "Deep Action Cream Cleanser". It's cheap & effective. Guaranteed! Yes, this is a hint that I'm telling you that you should go purchase it and use it if you want a clear face.

School's over in a week for this year of 2009. Extremely excited for Friday though. An hour more of sleep & breakfast with Suk. Thinking about 2009, this year flew by pretty quick. Realized that I've had more fun than ever. I've experienced many adventurous events/activities & still managed to do well in school, wait scratch that. "Attempted". My love life was pretty awesome. Still is. I like it. (: Next up, goals for year 2010. I never actually made any this year, except one. Which is "One Year of Not Drinking Soda". I'm almost done. Just waiting for these few days and I'll feel accomplished! Woot, woot! I have no idea whether I should keep up with this, or if I should stop this nonsense & finally have my hands on a bottle of Cactus Cooler. Oh you yummy, crisped, refreshing, fruity, orange, delighted drink. I will have my hands on you one day & I will not share, I tell you that! Just a minute ago, I thought about Raspberry Iced tea. I think what I'll do is that after my anniversary of "not drinking any soda" has come, I'll continue only drinking water & tea, but occasionally, I'll drink some soda. I haven't gotten my hair cut yet. On December 31st, 2009, it will be one year since I've actually gotten my haircut. Hah. I don't think I'll be getting one anytime soon. I love my hair. Although it's extremely long, I love playing with it every morning.

Anywho...

I've never actually had the time to vent about my feelings towards you, maybe because I really don't give a flying fuck about what you choose to do with your life anymore. I've honestly given you many time & care before summer and last summer to help you through your rough times. It might seem like we don't hang out or talk anymore, that's because I choose not to communicate with you. I've observed you & how you treat your peers. It's despicable. I'm not going to lie, I'm just pretending to care about you & our friendship. It seems that you only talk to me when you want something. How dare you? Do not tell me that you miss me or that we don't hang out anymore every time I see you. That is complete bull shit. If you missed me or that you wished to talk or hang out, why don't you give me a call, a text, or even a damn IM. I find how it's so not even coincidental that you show up every time a break up occurs. I'm not afraid to call you a whore, because you are one. I'm not even going to be surprised if you slept with many other men. Yeah, you are gorgeous. You have many physical qualities that many girls do not have. But sadly, that's all on the outside. Inside you're just an ungrateful, two-faced, needy child. I know you suffered through many loss and troubles through your life. I've said it many times that I will always be here for you & I am sorry for those losses. I still will be here for you, because I keep my word, even if I'm thinking about not giving a fuck anymore. That is because I love you and even though I say I don't care, I do & that love is unconditional. Seriously honey, I really don't know what life you're living & what you've been doing, but all those rumors and lies I've heard are sounding to become more of the truth. It's sad how you treat us like dirt and say we're immature with no gratitude nor respect. If you dare even say that. Get the fuck out right now. We are living our lives as sixteen year old with nothing in the world to care about and you are too busy acting like this sophisticated girl who has to get every material to make her satisfied. Money can't buy happiness, sweetie. The outfits you wear are too revealing, cover up those ta-tas honey, because that does not attract anybody except pedophiles. You say you feel neglected, if you even know what caused you to feel this way. Take time to appreciate the things you already have and stop envying, stop this faking, stop these horrible decisions you're making. I'm overwhelmed with the words you say. Do you know how much it hurts to hear you say " I have no friends."? DO YOU? Who am I? Who are your other girlfriends? Who are your other peers surrounding you during school? Don't you even dare to say that you have no friends, because if your real friends are from ages 18 or older, don't you dare come crying for help & advice. I know you might be thinking "Who are you to judge?". I have the right to damn judge your stupid ass. Talk as much shit about me as you want, just know that your words do not mean anything to me. I've been the friend that actually kept in touch since we were children. I miss the old you & the memorable times we've shared. I don't like the new you, the manipulative things you do, & the arrogance. All that needs change. If you choose to stay where you're at and see what the strangers out there treat you, I hope you realized that it's all bull shit and they only want one thing from you. Your innocence. Enough said.

Pasadena

Started off my Saturday morning with lack of sleep due to an event I had to attend to. Walked to the church in the rain at 6:30 A.M.. Oh Jesus. Too bad my girlfriends couldn't come today. Feel better, kids. <3 It was the same as last year's. Had to cut flowers, go on the floats to glue the flowers on, & blending flowers. Boy, was it messy! I ended up having glue on my hoodie, sweats, & boots. Haha GG. Gerry, some guy, & I attempted to glue on "onion seeds" to a float and it came out all crappy. LMAO. The staff gave us so much pity that it was far off embarrassing! LOL Thanks, dude. Let's hope next year won't be as much of a disaster.

Rain, rain, go away,

Come again another day!

Boo, I haven't even started laundry yet. I need sleep. No homework this weekend. One more week until Winter Break.Woot, woot!

 I wonder when I'm going to get paid. I need my money to go Christmas shopping! (:

I'm starting to like "Monk". It's such a great show. Poor guy. This blog entry was boring, because it was such a boring day! More tomorrow! :D

If I Ain't Got You

I resumed working today! These upcoming months will be a blast, because there aren't any children coming in. (:< Just working individually for Dennis & Trinh. Thank God. Money = Christmas gifts for family & friends' late birthday gifts. Sorry for the delay.

Baby, it's cold outside!

Re-run of VS Fashion show tonight! Gonna watch it in a few minutes.

Common Planning

I needed time to settle down. Excuse me for my language & behavior yesterday. It's just the time where I needed to let everything go & just settle for peace. I know that can't happen during my high school years, but the least I can do is put the dramatic scenes aside and focus on what I'm striving for. All the lies, all the mistrusts, the regrets of a person's past, has never been encountered on all in one day. It's amazing how secrecy & gossips are shared within 24 hours. The one thing I definitely am sure of is that your drama will never effect me, because I've learned how to control my tantrums and know when to release my anger. Like I said, I'll always be here for you, but seeing how you put yourself in this situation, I think this time you're on your own and finally just learn how to grow up.

Other than that...

Mr. Canny likes picking on me, because I am Asian & I have a small, italicized, legible handwriting.

Last Night :

Him: I hate how Wednesday is spelled lol.

S: Hahaha why? How random. LOL

Him: Lol I know. Because when I look at it I feel like saying wed nes day idk.

S: Hahaha. I felt the same way back when I was in 1st grade. I'd always spell it wrong and my teacher would yell @ me for that. :( My mother would hit me too, so I told myself that there's always a "d" in there. Story of my life. Hahaha.

Him: Lmao hahahaha for real?? Haha! That's funny

- You would laugh! LOL

Can't wait to see you soon, kid. I sort of, kind of, maybe, possibly, probably do miss you. (:

Sunday

I think too much. I should stop.

I woke up @ 1 p.m. thinking of nonsense. Texted Partner in Crime about it. Her words put me @ ease. Thank you. <3

Thought of the Day

I regret my decision, I should have stuck with you. Even though you tried to not let me go & even tried to manipulate me, I didn't listen. But since now that I'm doing worse than ever, I wish I could have turned back time and stay with you, so you won't fail me. You told me that you can't possibly and won't fail me, because you will push me further so I can get the material. Stupid me, of course, didn't listen and thought that I can do much better in his class. I regret my decision. I want to go back now. I'm sorry. I have failed you. You're still an asshole, but a great teacher. Just kidding, I didn't mean the asshole part. Okay, maybe a little. (:

Crawl - Chris Brown

This song makes me happy. (:

I loved my hair today. It was actually positioned @ the right place where I finally wanted to be. (: Many people thought my waved hair was natural. I WISH! I took my AP Cal test today. I bombed it once again. I have failed you yet again, dear oh math God. Please forgive me. Today, I finally realized that taking Ap Calculus was such a terrible idea. My brain is not strong enough for this material! I am no genius, nor a fast learner. I am quite slow. Quote and Quote Martin Carpio. I agree. I'm better off passing Math Analysis with a good grade rather than failing an AP class.What I need is a miracle. This miracle will save me from my miseries & help me get back on track with my hopefully straight A's. Although, this miracle will probably occur if I actually got up my lazy ass and actually ask for a tutor session.

After 3rd period today, I wanted to go for a quick jog around the track. Once I got there, the track was occupied with the Track team/Baseball team/Soccer team. LOL. Took the bleachers instead. V+ J&I did a mile worth of bleachers. Boy, do I hate bleachers! Everytime I come down from the top, I feel this fear of falling. Which probably would happen, because it's clumsy me. I would fall, but I didn't, because I didn't want to embarrass myself enough already. Track > Bleachers. We ended up walking a lap and jogging another. It was a great work out. After that, Megan, Geneive, & I went down to play tennis. Soon after, Martin Matreo joined us. That was also a great work out.

Dirty Dancing was on tonight! It still is on! OMG, it was such a cute movie! I loved it. (: I want to learn how to dance like Baby and have a Johnny lift me so I can feel like I'm flying! Weeee. That movie was good. My mother walked out of the bathroom and went straight into the living room. She just had to come out @ the right moment when Baby & Johnny were doing a dirty dance & ended up taking their clothes off. They were not naked though! Mother thought I was a pervert & that I need to watch something Rated G. Hahahahaha. I told her it was a dancing movie, but she didn't believe me. She just nodded & walked away. Thanks, mother. He was going to watch it with me, but his mother wanted to watch t.v. Haha, there's another one! Okay, just recieved your text & looks like you recorded it.

Oh fuck. I just felt the side of my chin & I felt a bump coming in. Fuck you pimple! Of all places, my pimples pop up at the most awkward/noticeable part of my face! Jackie likes reading blogs. (: I'm trying to make it as long as I can, but I don't think I can, because I don't have much to talk about. It's 12:17 a.m. Friday night is over. It is now Saturday morning & I have a feeling it's probably going to be the same as last Saturday. LOL.

Echo de menos nuestras conversaciones de la noche & I'm getting one tonight. (:

Good night bloggers.

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I ran a mile today. Non stop. I am proud of myself. I didn't think I could do it. But I did it! Yay! Another mile tomorrow.  Best workout since forever. Hahaha. Thanks Vera & Janice for the run. I needed it.

Bestfriend didn't come to school today, until 12 o'clock. Her bitch ass sprained her ankle. D: Feel better! <3

I'm gonna make these one day! <3 So adorable.

I hope I pass Cal test tomorrow. I need to study. So much homework tonight. Boo! I complain too much. I need to stfu and start putting effort into my work. Wish me luck!

So I asked...

Of all people, of all the girls you talk to, of all the prettier ones out there, why did you choose to come back and talk to me and still stick with my stupid ass?

He said : 

Well, when i saw you at target that day i couldn't stop thinking about it  I wanted to start talking to you then  i started talking to you on aim that made me reminisce about mount gleason and how i was and what i did like broke up with you for no reason so i felt bad and felt  like i owed you something I wanted to talk to you more often so I started texting you  because I still had your number; when we started talking on the phone we talked about random things that made me laugh and smile even though I went to sleep at 4 in the morning everyday and sometimes even later I enjoyed it after a while i kinda started having those feeling for you again it like reignited haha  but I didn’t think anything was going to happen because we attended different schools and I thought that once you got back in school you would just forget about me and go off with some other dude  we stopped talking well we still talked but not as much so that‘s when I thought for sure you were talking to someone else I’d always wait for your text lol then we started talking again and we talked about us not talking as much as we did before and I found out that you waited for my text too I felt kinda dumb lol I talked to one of your friends first about this then you sarted that blogging thing I didn’t think you were refering to me well I did but when you put something about the guy asking you out I didn’t think it was me I guess you told me it was me after that  and this is why I chose you  because I’ve known you for so long and I think you’re the only person I’ve known for a while that I still talk to also because of your benevolent personality which I love I remember how nice and quiet you were in middle school :] haha until now  except for the quiet part lol the first time in years that we actually hung out was…  memorable to me lol you came up to me and gave a big tight hug :] right when I was about to let go you were still hugging me so I just kept hugging you lol  in a way kinda awkward when we were silent I just kept thinking of what to say and talk about  and in the theaters I was really comfortable   you’ve gotten prettier well I thought you’ve always been pretty but now it’s like matured pretty if that makes sense lol  you have everything you’re smart, funny, beautiful, good personality, nice body and way more I just like everything about you the only thing that I don’t like in a girl is their jealousy lol if it’s a little bit I don’t mind but yea sorry i took so long.

 

I signed off on him. LOL GG. I think that's what I needed after all.  No more confusion, no more doubts, no more questions. I'm set. Oh honey, girls are always jealous. I'm not gonna lie, this made my day. Fuck Calculus. Blog more later. (:

11:50 p.m.

I need sleep...

VS Fashion Show

Boy, were they gorgeous! All of them were pretty. Actually, scratch that. Almost every one of them were pretty! However, I loved the year where it had the angel wings. My favorite! <3 Congrats to Kylie. You and your god damn big Double D breasts. LOL

Brittany looks so adorable with a backpack! OMG! The cutest thing! (: <3 I bought a white cardigan for $3 today! Great deal!

Approached me again! Pwuahahaha.

You give me butterflies in my tummy everytime I see you. I don't know how you manage to do it, but it never stops coming. I don't like that feeling, but I sure do like your presence. (: See you soon, buddy.