Sunday

I think too much. I should stop.

I woke up @ 1 p.m. thinking of nonsense. Texted Partner in Crime about it. Her words put me @ ease. Thank you. <3

Thought of the Day

I regret my decision, I should have stuck with you. Even though you tried to not let me go & even tried to manipulate me, I didn't listen. But since now that I'm doing worse than ever, I wish I could have turned back time and stay with you, so you won't fail me. You told me that you can't possibly and won't fail me, because you will push me further so I can get the material. Stupid me, of course, didn't listen and thought that I can do much better in his class. I regret my decision. I want to go back now. I'm sorry. I have failed you. You're still an asshole, but a great teacher. Just kidding, I didn't mean the asshole part. Okay, maybe a little. (:

Crawl - Chris Brown

This song makes me happy. (:

I loved my hair today. It was actually positioned @ the right place where I finally wanted to be. (: Many people thought my waved hair was natural. I WISH! I took my AP Cal test today. I bombed it once again. I have failed you yet again, dear oh math God. Please forgive me. Today, I finally realized that taking Ap Calculus was such a terrible idea. My brain is not strong enough for this material! I am no genius, nor a fast learner. I am quite slow. Quote and Quote Martin Carpio. I agree. I'm better off passing Math Analysis with a good grade rather than failing an AP class.What I need is a miracle. This miracle will save me from my miseries & help me get back on track with my hopefully straight A's. Although, this miracle will probably occur if I actually got up my lazy ass and actually ask for a tutor session.

After 3rd period today, I wanted to go for a quick jog around the track. Once I got there, the track was occupied with the Track team/Baseball team/Soccer team. LOL. Took the bleachers instead. V+ J&I did a mile worth of bleachers. Boy, do I hate bleachers! Everytime I come down from the top, I feel this fear of falling. Which probably would happen, because it's clumsy me. I would fall, but I didn't, because I didn't want to embarrass myself enough already. Track > Bleachers. We ended up walking a lap and jogging another. It was a great work out. After that, Megan, Geneive, & I went down to play tennis. Soon after, Martin Matreo joined us. That was also a great work out.

Dirty Dancing was on tonight! It still is on! OMG, it was such a cute movie! I loved it. (: I want to learn how to dance like Baby and have a Johnny lift me so I can feel like I'm flying! Weeee. That movie was good. My mother walked out of the bathroom and went straight into the living room. She just had to come out @ the right moment when Baby & Johnny were doing a dirty dance & ended up taking their clothes off. They were not naked though! Mother thought I was a pervert & that I need to watch something Rated G. Hahahahaha. I told her it was a dancing movie, but she didn't believe me. She just nodded & walked away. Thanks, mother. He was going to watch it with me, but his mother wanted to watch t.v. Haha, there's another one! Okay, just recieved your text & looks like you recorded it.

Oh fuck. I just felt the side of my chin & I felt a bump coming in. Fuck you pimple! Of all places, my pimples pop up at the most awkward/noticeable part of my face! Jackie likes reading blogs. (: I'm trying to make it as long as I can, but I don't think I can, because I don't have much to talk about. It's 12:17 a.m. Friday night is over. It is now Saturday morning & I have a feeling it's probably going to be the same as last Saturday. LOL.

Echo de menos nuestras conversaciones de la noche & I'm getting one tonight. (:

Good night bloggers.

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I ran a mile today. Non stop. I am proud of myself. I didn't think I could do it. But I did it! Yay! Another mile tomorrow.  Best workout since forever. Hahaha. Thanks Vera & Janice for the run. I needed it.

Bestfriend didn't come to school today, until 12 o'clock. Her bitch ass sprained her ankle. D: Feel better! <3

I'm gonna make these one day! <3 So adorable.

I hope I pass Cal test tomorrow. I need to study. So much homework tonight. Boo! I complain too much. I need to stfu and start putting effort into my work. Wish me luck!

So I asked...

Of all people, of all the girls you talk to, of all the prettier ones out there, why did you choose to come back and talk to me and still stick with my stupid ass?

He said : 

Well, when i saw you at target that day i couldn't stop thinking about it  I wanted to start talking to you then  i started talking to you on aim that made me reminisce about mount gleason and how i was and what i did like broke up with you for no reason so i felt bad and felt  like i owed you something I wanted to talk to you more often so I started texting you  because I still had your number; when we started talking on the phone we talked about random things that made me laugh and smile even though I went to sleep at 4 in the morning everyday and sometimes even later I enjoyed it after a while i kinda started having those feeling for you again it like reignited haha  but I didn’t think anything was going to happen because we attended different schools and I thought that once you got back in school you would just forget about me and go off with some other dude  we stopped talking well we still talked but not as much so that‘s when I thought for sure you were talking to someone else I’d always wait for your text lol then we started talking again and we talked about us not talking as much as we did before and I found out that you waited for my text too I felt kinda dumb lol I talked to one of your friends first about this then you sarted that blogging thing I didn’t think you were refering to me well I did but when you put something about the guy asking you out I didn’t think it was me I guess you told me it was me after that  and this is why I chose you  because I’ve known you for so long and I think you’re the only person I’ve known for a while that I still talk to also because of your benevolent personality which I love I remember how nice and quiet you were in middle school :] haha until now  except for the quiet part lol the first time in years that we actually hung out was…  memorable to me lol you came up to me and gave a big tight hug :] right when I was about to let go you were still hugging me so I just kept hugging you lol  in a way kinda awkward when we were silent I just kept thinking of what to say and talk about  and in the theaters I was really comfortable   you’ve gotten prettier well I thought you’ve always been pretty but now it’s like matured pretty if that makes sense lol  you have everything you’re smart, funny, beautiful, good personality, nice body and way more I just like everything about you the only thing that I don’t like in a girl is their jealousy lol if it’s a little bit I don’t mind but yea sorry i took so long.

 

I signed off on him. LOL GG. I think that's what I needed after all.  No more confusion, no more doubts, no more questions. I'm set. Oh honey, girls are always jealous. I'm not gonna lie, this made my day. Fuck Calculus. Blog more later. (:

11:50 p.m.

I need sleep...

VS Fashion Show

Boy, were they gorgeous! All of them were pretty. Actually, scratch that. Almost every one of them were pretty! However, I loved the year where it had the angel wings. My favorite! <3 Congrats to Kylie. You and your god damn big Double D breasts. LOL

Brittany looks so adorable with a backpack! OMG! The cutest thing! (: <3 I bought a white cardigan for $3 today! Great deal!

Approached me again! Pwuahahaha.

You give me butterflies in my tummy everytime I see you. I don't know how you manage to do it, but it never stops coming. I don't like that feeling, but I sure do like your presence. (: See you soon, buddy.