Happy - Leona Lewis

On the real, I'm over it. If you choose to come back in my life, you better work hard for it. I'm not going to be your last resort even though I was your first before. I know it's hard to go back to the way things were before, but that's how I feel atm. I hardly talk to you anymore because I know you don't have time for me & it's true. You'd rather hang out with anybody else besides me, so why should I cancel plans just so I can hope things can go back to the way they were. Senior year is going to be really different. Congrats to your accomplishments btw. Although, what's the use? Your friendship with her is more important than ours. Seeing you cry and what not because you made a mistake? Dicccck, that's how I felt. She accepted things and you couldn't? I guess what I'm trying to say is that I fought hard for our friendship and I tried my best to settle, but you wouldn't accept it until weeks later. You don't know how difficult it was to dealt with. You said our friendship is hanging by a thread, I didn't agree before, but now I do see it. I think our friendship is only holding because of others. If it weren't for them, you & I would be walking the halls of VHHS like strangers. Passing by each other & not being aware of it all. I miss you.. I really do. I miss having a best friend. Now I don't even have one. Pretty much what I'm missing... I guess it's okay because all I ever wanted is for you to be happy. Seeing how you have so many bestfriends, which one is really going to stick with you for the rest of your life? So I heard I'm gone. You tell me.. How can I cope with that?