Great Day!

Last night was short but still heartfelt amazing. I don't know if that even made sense, but I'm glad you came over in the middle of the night just to see me. I love how you came when my daddy went home. My excuse was to take out the trash which took about 20 minutes. Parents went looking for me & I had to say goodbye. Damn that MotherJenny! Bitch ass snitched on me. GG. Next time!

Never, never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever test out fragrances with Janice Li. I swear to God, no, I don't. I'm sorry dude, I swear man, you will regret it! I learned my lesson. She BEAT ME UP ON MY LEFT EYE. GG. My eye stung for a while. I was like holy shit, you hit hard for a little girl! After I got hit in the eye, we went back to room & pigged out on Flamin` Hot Lays. Pwuahaha. It was damn good.

I love it when you tell me "Fun Facts". That way, I learn something new everyday.

You : 90% of women who walk into a department store turn to the right. No one knows why.
Me : NO! That's not true.

& then

when Janice & I entered Vons, I remembered this fact and I was like hmmm, let's try it on her. & then BAM! Janice turns to the right. I'm like NU UH! I'm going to the left!.To the left, to the left, everything you own in a box to the left. LMFAO STFU.

SO Janice & I are setting up a slumber party, but we don't know when. Hmm, it should be fun. (: Cool Whip [emphasize on the whip] + strawberries. YUM! We were also kinda matching today. <3 I can never not have fun with you. IDK why, you're just too cute!

You finally approached me today. You came & sat next to me. (: Then some bitch threw an orange peel @ us. LOL. & then when you went to practice, you approached me again! Yay! Let's see what happens tomorrow.

Homework is a drag. Blogging first! GN.

Michael Matienzo

Hmmmm, you're too cute. (:

18: Lol my love for you is like diarrhea I just can't hold it in
i3: HAHAHA

That's what you get for eating too much, suckaaa. I laughed for 2 minutes, because I've never heard that one before. Anyways, it's late, I'm cold, & I'm doing nothing else but talking to you and blogging.

i3: My sister thinks you're cute. 
18: Lol I think your sister's sister is cute
i3: I think your mother's daughter's brother is cute.
18: You're aunt's husband's brother's wife's daughter's sister's is really pretty

Ahah, you fucked up right there! I'll stop blogging now and continue to pay attention to our conversation. I just realized that I can never stop saying how cute you are. LOL


Him: 4:16 PM. It's boring right here. We're at this church place practicing for a Christmas performance. I'm going to be Joseph.
Me: 4:17 PM. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. How cute!!

- I'm sorry, I had to. LOL!

Shawty's like a melody in my head

I have wasted a perfectly good Saturday by waking up @ noon doing laundry & after that, NOTHING.

- This is my life.

Viernes Negro

Woke up @ 5 AM this morning. Just because of a huge sale @ the mall. I was excited, but by the time I woke up, I was already too tired. Arrived @ GG + the Americana by 6 AM. Rushed into XXI to only find out that they ran out of their promotion coupons/cards. ): Although, they had these really cute skinny denim jeans for only $6. YAY! Richard was following Vera, Janice, & I around the store. Due to our "slowness" of shopping, he decided to shop for his own. Surprised that there wasn't that much people @ 6 AM. After I said that, a butt load of shoppers came strolling by. Was extremely excited to enter in Hollister until I couldn't find my damn fleece. Saw it online the day before, but when I went in, it was a total chaos. Everyone crowding up the clearance section to find clothes! I went back & forth to Hollister for at least 3 times. I stayed in there for about half an hour each time. Michael thought I was crazy. I ended up going to American Eagle to purchase a hoodie that was $20 + 20% off. (:

Saw Suk & bestfriend. I thought we were going to meet up & hang? Guess not. Went to forever 21 @ the Galleria w/ Janice and I see your sister & your mother. It's funny how all three of you look a like. Cute. Then a little bit later I met up with you and we hung out. Nice day to hang out. Too bad we had to go our separate ways for a while, but later on we met up again. Which again was nice. I was satisfied & now your ass is still @ the Americana. Get a life, kid. (:

Partner in Crime <3. Success! Hahaha, I love our moments together. It's adventurous and we're down for any shit. I'm so lucky to have a friend like you. I appreciate having such a great granddaughter. I'll never let you down, I promise! After Yuca, we bought a jumbo size bag of Flamin` Hot Lays, because we dig that shit. Walked back to my apartment to eat & chat. Ended up being too spicy. I ended up tearing and I could even feel the smoke coming out of my ears. Hahaha. Thanks for making my night! <3

Saw some lovely boots @ Lincoln Mini Mall for $18. Better than the deal @ the mall. I like to shop @ thrift stores. It's called saving money & getting a great deal, bitch. :D That's all for tonight. Goodnight Blogspot.

Thankful Journal

Since it's Thanksgiving, might as well share what I'm thankful for. (: Let's start off with:

I am thankful for all the love and happiness surrounding me.
I am thankful for having such great parents that would love, support, protect me from the harm & danger in this world.
I am thankful for having a large family. I like having a big family. (:
I am thankful for my bestfriend. Even though we're the complete opposite of each other, I can see you as my sister that I never had.
I am thankful for my close friends. Without you guys, I don't know who else to turn to.
I am thankful for cavemen who thought of music & sounds. I fucking love you.
I am thankful for living in California. We get the best weather & beaches.
I am thankful for all the previous teachers that have taught me everything that they could teach me. Without them, I wouldn't be determined to strive for the best.
I am thankful for being poor. I taught myself how to appreciate what I have & know that money will never satisfy me.
I am thankful for Ms Manaka who made me write 3 things that I'm thankful for each day. I actually do believe that writing what you're thankful for everyday will make you content.

& Finally, I am thankful for meeting you. I'm thankful for you reading this whole thankful journal. Even if you are or not close to me, you changed me in a way that made me who I am today and I thank you for that. Happy Gobble Gobble Day!

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12803.) When i hang out with you all my worries float away. you're an amazing guy in my eyes, even if others don't agree. telling you how i feel is something i can't bring myself to do. I've come to conclusion that the only thing that's holding me back is my fear of rejection. i wish i believed in myself enough to tell you, we could have something great together.

12687.) I still miss being together with you. Enough said.

 Just quotes tonight. (: Don't feel like typing out my whole day. Feeling a little lazy. Glad to see Megan B. Albano today! 

I hate that I like you, but I absolutely love that feeling when I'm with you. Does that make me weird?

I Hate Mondays

11 A.M.

Changed and got ready to head out to Balboa Park for Round 2 of Individuals. My "good luck charm" gave me a hug and rubbed off his lucky skills to me. [ Like that helped at all. LOL] Played against Carson High. Like I said, partner & I got creamed by the Asians. Thanks guy, I told you that your luck doesn't work on me! (1-6)(2-6) = [0-2] Carson. LOL fail. Partner, you did great today! (: We tried! At least we got through Round 1 & got into Round 2. Thank you for such a great season. I appreciate and can't thank you enough for being my partner. Thank you Richard Smith for being such a wonderful coach. You're the most understanding, dedicated, warm-hearted, talented coach that I've ever met. Next season will be as great as this year. We did it, girls! Four years of being undefeated champs. <3 Reunion @ the banquet in a few months. See you there. (;

I'm super duper excited for tomorrow! Tomorrow is the day where I finally get to hang out with Marjorett Ann Vital. I can't tell you how much I miss her. Since high school started, we separated from each other and unfortunately, we don't hang out with the same crowd anymore. But I'm glad that tomorrow is the day where I finally have a chance to reconnect with her, and tell her all the things she's missed out on, and vice versa. I remember back in middle school, she was one of my close friends during 6th grade. We had a bomb year. <3. Anyways, since tennis season is over, I'll practice some other time, and save tomorrow just for Marjo. I can't wait! I miss you!

A few minutes ago, I had an argument with you. Of all people, you. You're the last person I'd want to pick a fight with right now. I just told mother privately what my issue was and you would eavesdrop to see what's up. I blame all of this on him. If you hadn't told me that you didn't need the checks in the first place, I wouldn't have to fucking owe the bank money, dumb shit. Now you got daddy and I arguing because of this stupid issue. Having him scream out "Fuck your mom, fuck your mom, fuck your mom!" Speaking of which, do you know how fucking stupid you sounded right there. Fuck my mother?! Apparently you did fucking tap that shit, where did you think I come from, you fucking moron! Suck on that, bitch! I know your dumbass is drunk right now, so I don't even want to hear your ass screaming out to the world of how much of a moron I am right now to actually be in debt, when I'm barely 16 years old. Thanks for the support, daddy. I'm glad mother's on my side. You can be understanding at times, but when it comes to money, Hell breaks loose! At least mother supports me on this. Fuck my brother, because of his stupid ass, I wouldn't be in debt right now. Thanks jackass. What a great way to start the week.

Excluding all of the bullshit I had to go through today, I hope there is better for tomorrow. I hope I get Calculus by the end of this term and maybe aim for a C or a B for the grade. I want to succeed and actually figure out how to understand Calculus. Calculus owns me.It's raping my straight A's. My A's need to be saved by my brain, now! I have to borrow SAT Prep books to get ready. *Sigh, junior year is so fun.... It's passing by pretty fast though. ):

I KNOW EVERYONE IS EXCITED AS I AM FOR THIS WEEK'S 4-DAY WEEKEND! 

WOOT WOOT!

Thanks for Saturday morning. I think I needed you here. I needed to set my mind off things. Hope to see you soon. I miss you. (: