Why am I the only one feeling that senior year has been a trip? I guess what I'm trying to say is that, this is not exactly how I've pictured how senior year would start out I mean, come on, drama already? It's pretty irritating and useless. I know I've made my decision and I know I can't back down on it now. What's pretty awkward is that I'm going to have to face the both of you either way @ school and of course, I'm not going to hide from you because I know better. For whatever I've done, it's a mess, I know. I just hate the fact that this isn't the first time that's happened to me. I respect and understand your answer. I apologize for everything. I do.
I mean I look back @ the arguments I've had with my ex-best friend. To be honest, the fight over you is pretty useless now because we're not getting anywhere. I feel that arguing with my best friend has been the biggest mistake I've ever made because you and I will quote and quote go our separate ways from now on. -____- I hope this is a big ass wake up call.
This blogger was only made for one person and you're not him. I just felt the urge to vent it all in class.
See you around.
PS: Thank you for lying to me. I guess I do deserve it.
Friday, August 27, 2010
Friday, August 20, 2010
Sunday, August 1, 2010
UGH. (Insert Smiley)
Hmm.... So you've been on my mind for this past week. Idk why, but BAM! There you are. My summer nights have been enjoyable. Every minute, every hour, talking to you makes me smile. Our lowkey talks make me feel special, but YOU KNOW WHAT? You get mad too easily. Stop taking everything up the butt! You make me feel guilty all the time when words are unspoken. GOD DAMN IT. -.- Jk, God, not you. <3 (:
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